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Xinyi aka Rer
25July1988
Eighteen Years Old
Singapore Polytechnic DPFM
Attached to Kent

I super love pink, green and brown. I like to go overseas with my family and friends. I used to go crazy over Nestle Milky Bars, but i prefer RitterSport Cornflakes now. I love eating cereals for breakfast. I like to put on Escada. It makes me feel refreshed. I also like to play mahjong, especially with the poly peeps. I idolise Rainie Yang and Jay Chou. The best part of my teenage life is the secondary school days. I love fooling around with Maureen, MingYang and ChengWei. 4/8-ttitude is my favourite, and always will be. I love going to SockYing's house and ton. I love going out with her. She knows me too well. I love Karen Lim Man Wei. She used to be my Primary School classmate. And we were best friends ever since then. Mrs Anthony said we're twins. The Macdonald Auntie at Clementi said we're from Hong Kong. We love to catch butterflies, we love to rollerblade with one 'shoe'. We ARE still the best friends.

I super hate people who gossip about the same topic continuously. I dislike talking to twits, although i used to be one. I don't enjoy poly life a single bit. I think it lacks fun. I hate playing mahjong with people who like to sigh and curse when they lose. I don't eat celery. The crunchy feel irks me. I hate copycats. I don't like piggy soft toys. I prefer bears. I dislike guys who scold girls. I dislike girls who scold guys. I dislike bitches, although sometimes i may feel like im one myself. I don't like people to dig my archives, but i like to display my archives. It shows how long I've been blogging.

I hate to be long-winded, but sometimes its hard to control.

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Friday, November 24, 2006

Oh. I've been blogging daily everyday. It's a nice thing to do, and it helps me to reflect.

I was acting crazy and hysterical in Moberly today.
Nobody wants to befriend me. =(
BOO.
but I seriously think the craziness should stop. It tarnished my image and reputation. HA HA HA.



Ought to buck up! (:

7:55 PM
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Thursday, November 23, 2006

Mahjong today with Kaitai, Yanling and Weitiong. I lost 6 bucks. =D err. pretty alright la.. cos i won $21 the other time.

But I promised myself this will be the last time playing mahjong this 2 months. I haven been a good girl. The MBW tutorials are piling up, and I just didnt care. I think my attitude ought to change.

BAH! Im going to do them right now.

9:55 PM
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

To me, a blog is a privacy, not a secret.

It has been long since i stayed back for pool. Wanted to reach home by 8pm to watch Superstar, but Zhenlin didnt want to go home so early. And then I wanted to reach home by 9pm to watch the Channel 8 nine oclock show, but due to UNforeseen circumstances, I couldnt.

Actually cos there were some outsiders playing with our competition table, and I thought it wasnt so safe, and so I stayed back. Yes yes, Im paranoid.. so what.?! Sheesh!

So we played till 9.30pm before closing the place.

Anyway, I played with ZhenLin, this guy whom I don't know his name, ChunJie, Chengkai, and Jeff. And I won so many many many rounds. I think I'm a pro. TRALALA!

I learnt abit of Foosball too. Thanks to the guidance of WeiSheng and ChengKai. No one thinks I have the talent in doing Pull Shot. HA HA HA. I'm just too much of a shit.

Kent wanted to buy the MMSP tix for me, I'm so glad. (: We've been there last year, and we can be there again this year! x) Oh ya, and I heard from Jimmy that there's this air stewardess interview held in school. Im like so excited la. I want to be an air stewardess. I so badly want to be. It's gonna be so fun. But Kent say all air stewardess kanna fucked by the pilot before. What an unjust statement. And he didn't allow me to go for the interview. Im sad of course, but I guess I'll have to go along with what Kent says. Ok, so no more air stewardess dreams for me.

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Daydream is a form of consciousness that involves a low level of conscious activity. Daydreaming gernerally comprises a fantasy while awake.

My daydreams have gone from good to bad, and bad to worse. I don't know how to curb, and it hurts.

I realised i cannot move on. My world revolves around the secondary school times and the daydreams of course.

But today especially, I decided to stop here and end everything which shouldnt start.

.

and the daydreams too.

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Monday, November 20, 2006

After school today, we pestered Medwin to send us to Dover station.

Its the first time he's driving us to SoMeWhErE. Quite exciting though, but scary too. Me and Yan had our fair share of shrieks while in the car. Medwin accelerated without warning, so of course we got scared.

But overall, i think he drives pretty well. (:

4:19 PM
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Sunday, November 19, 2006

I miss Kent today. (:

Im pretty bored at home today. You can see it easily from my blog. A new layout, a new profile, and a new me. HA HA HA. Life is about changing. I've changed. And I love myself more now. :]

Asked MingYang to send me some Avril Lavigne songs. Had a sudden tinge to listen to her songs. But I couldnt find them in my com. I dont know where they go. I used to have them when I was still in Secondary School.

before i knew u,
i travelled around the world.
i slept in castles and fell in love
because i was taught to dream

I'll blog again if Im free later. Daddy has been nagging for me to clear the study table. (and of course to pack my damn room) And I shall do so now.

:D

3:00 PM
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<3 kent *

I am super cool.

你的名字已深深地刻在我心中。在刻的当儿,血不停地留。。好痛好痛,原来喜欢你是那么痛苦的。

super uber cool. and dont ask why.

4:25 AM
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<3 kent *

boredom killed.

i went to play pool and hav dinner with chengwei and mingyang. actually wanna ask mao along. but she said she'll be with alan this weekend. so decided not disturb her. ha. (:

after dinner, we got no where to go. its still early. so we took a train to westmall and sat down at coffee bean from 8pm to 12am. we just sat down there and talk cock. surprisingly, there's still a lot of stuff to talk about. (:

alright. im going to be an entreprenuer. hahahahahahhahaha. this sounds funny.

12:51 AM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006

<3 kent *

im going to meet kent to pass him some his shoes, and jeans. he found a weekend job which provides a pretty good pay. lucky its only a few hrs this weekend. but he'll be working the whole day for the next upcoming weekend.. and the other remaining weekends. so no more kai kai with him during the weekends already.

gosh. im like so pathetic. i need something to get rid of my boredom.

11:43 AM
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Friday, November 17, 2006

<3 kent *

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF TEST. im so looking forward to it.

i didnt really studied for the test ytd nite. so i woke up early today in the morning to study. and i studied over time. so i walked very fast to the interchange.

i walked past Mrs Soh. i couldnt rmb her full name. i think something like Mrs Soh-Toh something la. really cldnt rmb. She's MY history teacher in secondary school.

i felt like walking straight up to her and say "hey mrs soh. fcuk off. u didnt tell me USA is a capitalist country. u didnt tell me the number of communist countries can be counted with one hand. WHY DIDNT U TELL ME?"

but i was rushing for time. so i just walked past her. ignoring her.

reached the mrt platform, the train will only come in 4 mins time. then i started to regret..

man... i should hav jus used the 4 mins to put those phrases in action.

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the test was pretty alright despite the fact that i didnt really studied. im not trying to boast. im jus trying to put facts right. and lame kaitai. he showed me his wonderful qns for qns3b.

"i dont know how to do =("

he's like idiot la. he really wrote that in his exam script and handed it up loh. made me giggled a little when i was handing in the paper. the idiot teacher 'tsk' me.

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after the test, me, yan, kaitai and zhenlin went to kaitai house for the long-awaited mahjong session. it was pretty fun playing with those peeps again. and as usual, it was full of fun and laughter. altho at times, each of us will get individually pissed or crazy.

yanling got crazy. she sang and played mahojong and cursed at the same time.
she'll go like 'ta ma de. this tile bla bla bla bla..... ~~shou qian shou yi bu liang bu san bu si bu wang zhe tian~~'
err. dont get it?
nvm.

kaitai got pissed when we kept hu-ing and disrupted his wonderful 5-tai tiles.

zhenlin got pissed, and remained silent. or maybe he's not pissed. just tyring to act cool. the cool guy always win the game.

and me. i got pissed too. at kent. he thinks he clever loh, treating me like his maid again. im not maria or susilia or yati or wati or mati.

erm. not to forget when we imitate lots of sounds and voices from the tv..

its jus simply fun.

anyway, the main purpose of this is to say 'i won $21' (:

sorry guys. i didnt do it purposely. sorry zhenlin sorry kaitai. luck will change one. ^^

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OMG. its the first time im apologising becos i won money. GAVIN mus be super jealous right? i always win his money happily without even consoling him or saying sorry. LALALA~ thats life man gavin.

Gavin, mahjong anytime? =D

11:41 PM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

<3 kent *

UPDATE

R E R : hey. do u know if USA is capitalist or communist?

LiangJunHao: Capitalist la. Communist countries very little leh.

Ok cool. he and gavin think alike.

-.-

2:12 PM
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

<3 kent *

had our Structures paper today. i messed it all up. our structures teacher is cranky too. she said theory qns only for topic 1 and 2 loh. but in the test paper, theory qns came from all other topics as well. so whatever i wrote for the theory part is entirely cock up one. hai.

3 papers down already. 2 more to go.

im feeling as down as ytd. but i've learnt to daydream.

12:24 PM
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

<3 kent *

im feeling so down. and i realised that life is so boring. there's practically nth to do. even if there is, its definitely not something enjoyable.

i feel like a bitch at times. i feel like a complete frankie at other times.

i tried so hard to get wad i wan today.. but everything came back wrong. maybe i jus shldnt try.



maybe right now, u people are trying to guess wad the hell im talking. but u'll nvr guess it. becos such problems NVR arise before. its the first time in 18 years.

and i shall not say.

8:18 PM
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<3 kent *

had economics paper today! i studied pretty hard for it. to me, i think lim meng lee is a good lecturer.. maybe cos i don wanna disappoint her or wad. i really wan to score for this paper. =/ but im so disappointed at myself.

COS I DONO THAT USA IS A CAPITALIST COUNTRY.


for 8 marks. i rant and rant and rant on how USA manages its resources under a communist rule. *sobs*


dont laugh at me. i never pass history in secondary school.


actually i don believe that im the only who dono. so when i reached home, i PM mingyang.


R E R : hey. ask u one qns. u know whether USA is under capitalism or communism?

MingYang : erm. i think capitalism.. becos cfm not communism.


ok cool. he knows. maybe becos he studies history. and he scoresssssssss.

so i PM Gavin afterwards. he's a geography student.


R E R : hey. ask u one qns. u know whether USA is under capitalism or communism?

Gavin : Capitalism. Communist countries use one hand can count finish leh. Eh, u history student leh.



Dammit Gavin. i know im a history student. look on top --> i never pass history in secondary school.


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ok. its year end again. there's going to be a chalet on the 26th to 28th. pls come out and ton at sentosa on 25th night. LETS celebrate christmas together. PRETTY PLEASE?

6:32 PM
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Monday, November 13, 2006

<3 kent *

amazingly, im blogging despite having to study for my next upcoming test. one paper down today. (: though the paper got me very much confused during examination, im glad that its OVER. :]

okay. photos PHOTOS. from sentosa featuring me and yan. =D

this is ME. at the harbourfront mall with this gigantic christmas tree.
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we're on the beach tram. jus trying to get from one end of palawan beach to the other end.
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actually i also took a photo with this "erotic" bikini babe. but my eyes were wonderfully closed again. *dammit*
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we tried so hard to capture a photo of us on the sandy beach. but the wave kept coming.
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a different pose. but a nice one there. (:
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under the perfect shade of the umbrella.
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this is US on the beach tram again after bathing. :]
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there are quite a f ew more photos but i shall not upload becos, its either my eyes were closed, or the photo is taken way too unprofessional. i'll ask reeve to be my photographer one day. HAHA.

time to study economics. BYEBYE.

11:20 AM
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Saturday, November 11, 2006

<3 kent *

chaotic day. its the Educove bbq cum farewell party for the primary sixes.

went to my mom's colleague's hse at the Warren. her hse is small. (most condominiums are small right?) anyway, i played mahjong with the adults. they play damn big one loh. but lucky i only lose $12. and my mom paid for it. =D hehee.

the students came in the evening. hell loads of them. and they're so playful. and all of em squeezed inside the small apartment. there's barely any place for walkingstanding. glasses broke, floor wet, not enough drinking water, carpet messed up, squabbles everywhere, its practically hell.

if i hav a small apartment, i wouldnt invite so many pple into my hse. i'll jus leave them to bbq themselves downstairs.

this entry is very disorganise. my purpose is jus to blog and the objective is i had a bbq today.

ahh. boring.

10:07 PM
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Friday, November 10, 2006

<3 kent *

oh gosh. im so bored today that i looked at the old mails in my hotmail. then i found these photos yongHUI sent me which i "think" i've nvr seen before. AND even forgotten that i've taken these photos.

lets REWIND.. back to.. .. .. JAPAN

we're at this moo-moo place. plenty of huge and smelly cows.
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the QUEEN and the KING
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and now, we're at some temple kinda place.
I've GOT PLENTY of photos with my eyes closed. I DONT KNOW WHY.

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me and XUEni
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thats me captured on camera!
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DAMN, my eyes are closed again!
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XUEni feeding yongHUI mochi i think
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nice one there. =D
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the KING and the QUEEN
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a BIG snowballstone yongHUI made.
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a BIGGER snowstone I MADE. =D ignore my eyes
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its SNOW time.
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and a deer is spotted. a real LIFE one ok.
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ok. thats all with the photos. hahaha.

i went to sentosa yesterday with yan. just the 2 of us. sound abit sick, but it was pretty fun alright. :] we swam swam awhile, played with water. took some pics. found that got alot of indians, banglas, uncles, ah peks come to Sentosa for sight-seeing only. sight-seeing at the beach. they love to see caucasians sun-tanning. the caucasions dont seem to mind. they dont mind that the uncles stare at them under the wonderful shade of a big tree. or perhaps, they're jus oblivious to the surroundings. weird pple. anyway, these sight-seeing people are really damn sick. they shld jus stay at home and surf porn. or maybe they cant afford internet service, or maybe even a computer. who knows? they may not even hav a home. they can jus afford a $3 entrance fee to sentosa. =D

anyway, hope i can upload the photos we took at sentosa soon. provided yan sends them to me. :]
till then, see ya! (:

7:57 PM
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

<3 kent *

I WATCHED TWINS EFFECT 2 FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY.

I WATCHED THE INCREDIBLES AFTER I WATCHED TWINS EFFECT 2 TODAY.

I FINISHED ALL THE BLACKBOARD QUIZZES TODAY.

I HAD A TIFF WITH KENT TODAY BECOS HE TREATED ME LIKE A MAID.

I COULDNT ABSORB ANYTHING I STUDIED TODAY ALTHO I TRIED VERY HARD TO.

THERE IS NOTHING MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY.

I AM GOING TO SEE KENT PLAY XBOX, AND FALL ASLEEP BESIDE HIM NOW.

12:00 AM
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Sunday, November 05, 2006

<3 kent *

hello jasmine tay.

i've since been pondering how u get to my blog.. but now i know.. anyway, yes.. i do dislike u.. but that was 232 days ago. and i no longer bear any grudges against anyone or whatsoever. i admit im an avid reader of ur blog, becos i find that the things u blog are very interesting. even tho i've read that u call jazreel a slut (recently) , i find that its pretty much none of my business. all i will do is to let her enjoy more of each day.. and whatever u do, is up to u. we live in a democratic country with a freedom of speech. u can call her wad u like.. and i can blog wad i wan.. right? all i can say is, i will never blog anything about u again.. and if u find wad i've blog 232 days ago irritating. i SINCERELY apologise. but again, im not someone who apologises becos im scared. i jus don wanna create a big mess outta this issue which took place 232 days ago.

and again.. i DO NOT dislike u or ur sister.

pls accept my SINCERE apology and, i wish u all the best.

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Jazreel's birthday is well over. she had a havoc birthday party, at least to me. but im glad she like the birthday cake i bought for her. i was walking past the cake shop and decided to go in and look for a nice and interesting cake. THIS IS WAD the birthday girl wans for a cake alright. so chop chop, bot the cake lor. service was pretty good too. im going to order more cakes from them nxt time. (:

E learning is coming up in a few more hours time. im going to chiong finish all the homework so i can study in peace. anyway, i've got great big plans in the future and i've also decided to giv up studying at SHATEC. tho abit heart pain.. but i hav to work hard. tts wad im sure i hav to do.

A level is about 2 more weeks before it ends. im so looking forward to it. cos by then, my exams will also be over. and i can go out play with chengwei, maomao, and mingyang. (: HIPS!

9:11 PM
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