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Monday, October 31, 2005

<3 kent *

this is a real sucky feeling.

ignore all my previous posts again. :]

because life rawks totally now. ^^

had cramps the whole fucking[haf to use this vulgarity again] day today.
kent waited for me till my lessons were over. then he sent me home.
somehow when i saw him, the cramps were getting worse =x

(:

but he carried my bag and everything. supported me till i reached home. lucky he sent me home just now. if not i may still be lying on the streets. because of cramps.

okok. lets be honest. its menstrual cramps.

and i counted.

28 - 30 days from NOW. it'll be 3oth of november

-smiles-

-giggles-

-laughs-

-fuckit-

im going to japan on 1st of dec. its the next foreseen 'cramps period'

wan to cry, wan to die. someone, save me please.

=((

okays, an update of all photos. ^^

this is me and happy. cute eh?
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we're just getting bored.
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hehe, some nice souls drew this on kent's hand.
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at cafe cartel. damn big plate of porkribs.
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the 6 pretty pink roses. (:
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7:00 PM
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

<3 kent *

ignore my previous post.

maybe everything lies within me.

im the sucky one.

yes, the fuckingly sucky one.

now everyone's finding faults with me.

1) LiangJunHao
2) Her, not to be named
2) My Father
3) My Mother
4) My Second Brother [he fuckingly spewed all the vulgarities he can at me]
5) Last but not least, Kent Li

but i'll make my stand firm.

IM FUCKING CLEAR OF WAD IM DOING. AND I WILL STAY THIS WAY. I'LL PROVE EVERYONE WRONG.

i told yongxuan, its time to go and relax and enjoy with us. now i think, maybe i will be the one. i will be the one who will hide myself and stay away from the crowd. cos i don think there's a need for it now.

i've a sucky family as well, i shouldnt haf tell them anithing right from the start, just fucking take it as i haf no boyfren now and shut all the crap up. yes, crap.

I hope many manY maNY mANY MANY of you read my blog. so all of you will fuckingly know how im feeling now.

but maybe these feelings are just for now.

time to go to bed, and hide in my room to cry.

(the onlie vulgarities i noe how to use is 'fuckingly' and the onlie vulgarities to fit my essay is 'fuckingly'. so sorry if u find my entry a lil boring)

i guess i fuckingly need a rest now.

10:53 PM
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<3 kent *

here's a story.

there was once a guy. lets call him mr YY. he used to have a bunch of very good friends. then gradually he got very involved with his interest that he got almost no time for his friends. time and time again, his friends called him out, but he declined. then he started to feel left out. WHY? because he chose not to participate in the group activities. then he started to feel boycotted. WHY? because he chose to give up all his friends for his interest. however, his friends didnt give up on him. after much effort put in by his friends, Mr YY began to feel better and understand the importance of the friendships.

(this is a true story, names are changed to protect the identity of the parties involved)

here's another story.

there was once a girl. lets call her ms XX. she used to have a bunch of very good friends. Lets call these friends RERz gang. (becos i like it this way) then gradually she got very involved with her another bunch of friends that she got almost no time for RERz gang. time and time again, RERz gang called her out, but she declined. then she started to feel left out. WHY? because she chose not to participate in the group activities. however, her friends didnt give up on her. on her bdae, they didnt even forget her. they remembered her. but she was with her own friends instead on that day. Nevertheless, part of RERz gang msged her to wish her happy birthday. Still, it was believed that RERz gang will not give up on ms XX, because RERz gang believe ms XX will remember the love they put in together. Maybe one day, all of them would be back together again. i said MAYBE. (i mean the author said it)

(this is a true story, names are changed to protect the identity of the parties involved)

two stories.

one feeling.

got to start packing my bag for skoo tmr already. (:

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Friday, October 28, 2005

<3 kent *

ok, both of us got into Mathematical Games and Puzzle. Same class. -smiles-

SAME CLASS WITH MY KENTIE!!!

(:

went out with kent ytd to tampines. fell in love with tampines already. so many things. so many shops :]

we watched GOAL.. [finally] ok i admit, it was quite nice. then we went to cafe` cartel for lunch, or was it for dinner? nvm. aniwayy. we went to century square walk walk. then he buy me this big bouquet of flowers. (:

*giggles*

*smiles*

*laughhs*

*yayys!* 6 pretty pink roses. ^^ xp

kent came to my house, we watched harry potter prisoner of azkaban. then he stayed overnight. woke up today. watched harry potter chamber of secrets. then watched tom and jerry. then he went home. and now he's working. :]

im a good girl today. and i think so tmr. x)

>LOVEkentFOREVERR<

8:11 PM
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

<3 kent *

people says: 谈钱伤感情

today is the day. well its GEMs registration day for kent and i. hav to help him register later on. the GEMs we chose we the same. it wasnt totally on purpose though. becos u see, we didnt want GEMs that require loads of studying. we wanted something light, something fun, but useful at the same time.

so we chose:

Psychology n Counselling ( offered by school of ICT)
Mathematical Games and Puzzles (offered by Maths&Science department)
Entreprenuership (offered by school of Business)
Online Entrepreneurship (offered by school of ICT)
Creative Art & Music (offered by Maths&Science department)

sounds pretty interesting ryte? hehe.

skoo is starting pretty soon. its time for me to be serious. gather cca points. get good grades.

didnt reallie score well for this semester exams.

Building Science B+
Design & Drawing C
CADD B
Communication Skills C+
IDEA B+

aim to get at least 2 As next semester. so that at least there's improvement in my work.

to keep my dad happy.
to prevent my parents from nagging.
to show that i studied.
to show that i can study even i haf kent.
to get allowance during the holidays.
to apply for scholarship (and get more money).
to haf complete freedom during the holidays.
to show that im a clever girl.

watch out u lecturers from singapore polytechnic.
i'll do well in my next semester.

gosh, time to call kent already. he's been waiting. for QUITE long. (:

1:57 PM
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<3 kent *

sometimes we have a quarrel too many. and ytd i discovered something. a friend meant to be treasured. well, during that period of time.. yongxuan actually called me 14 times.. just to see if im alright. but i didnt pick up any of his calls. feeling kinda guilty.

kent, now i noe.

u haf a secret admirer! u knew her long ago. u did u did! u poot poot. how could u. how could u do this to me. to my fragile little heart =( and the best thing, her bdae is tmr ryte? im so upset, so angry, so frustrated.!

but kent, i also noe.

she's short. yes she is. she's young and childish. yes she is. she's boring. yes she is. she's acting innocent. yes she is. she's acting cute. yes she is. she's everything i say.

u agree? i noe u do... xp

well well well, wad can i say. actuallie im feeling kinda glad. xD

SOMEBODY IS TRYING TO SNATCH MY KENT!

and im winning. oops =x

like the feeling of winning.. lalala~ sounds bitchy hurr? tadahh~ wad can i sayy. nth. born in me - bitchiness. whhheeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD

ok yes yes yes, i noe im crazy. im supposed to be anxious, nervous, panicky. becos somebody is going to snatch kent away from me.. but i guess this is trust, this is love. i believe him. he's not going to leave me. not now. not later. not in the future.

yes yes. he's not going to leave me.

if not i'll expose all his secrets.

for example, that day when he took bukitpanjang lrt.. tapped his card.. stood there and expect the gate to open by itself. (pssst, its not automatic)

or maybe that day when he bent down and his pants dropped down a lil. exposin his pretty nice color underwear to the world.

that day when he had a stomachache at his mom's place, and almost let everything out in the living room.

ahhhh. or dat day when he went on stage to dance like a clown with genie.

hehehhe. dat day when he knelt down in public to propose to yours sincerely RERxinyi.

heys, did i expose a lil too much?

i hope not. (:

okie, the moral of today's blog is.... ....

rer and kent shall live happily ever after. (happy birthday elsinta)

12:38 AM
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Monday, October 24, 2005

<3 kent *

Einstein once said, "Every child is born a genius."

22/1o/2oo5

tagged along with weitiong gavin and kent when they worked today.
me and kent super duper late. sorry guys.
at night gort bbq at kent's mom's place.
we met the guys late again. super super duper late. SORRY lahs. =/

well, i have nothing to say about kent's mom's place.
one word to describe: HEAVENLY
oki larh, let me describe kent's mom's place.

[simplified version]

wooden door
marble floor
small lil pond at the balcony
big and spacious living room
this buddha thing hanging on the wall [weitiong claimed its his face]
big dining table
big tv
comfy sofa [big too]
carpeted floor for bedrooms
big bed for his sister
a tv set in her room
computer in her room
toilet in her room
glass basin
and a nice porcelain god [adapted from YOU KNOW THAT BOOK? (oki, the book which is part of the literature text)]
a shared toilet
ah ma's room
an arcade video machine inside
master bedroom
jacuzzi inside
open-style toilet inside
tv set inside
nice nice big big bed [designer's style]
big kitchen
a small room for washing machines
a small room for 2 dogs
and 1 dog which loiters around the house

ermm, did i leave out anithing? i hope not.
oh ya. terry said something amusing
Everything in this house is nice, except having Weitiong here.
i had a good laugh over it.

oki, bbq was okay. fun. we had nice food. real nice food. and some real nice people around who chatted with us. like those caucasians and of course kent's maid who helped us cooked so much food.

but im pretty disappointed at those people who didnt mark their words.
maybe im nort pretty disappointed,
i guess im very disappointed.

well well, its over. (: smile.

kent's mom bought 8 bottles of alcohol for us. then she sent us to east coast park. we were supposed to ton there. but at 4 am, some undesirable circumstances made me and kent left first. sorry guys.

but i think the bbq is reallie great ryte. though there's nort alort pple present, but we did haf fun there. (:

like i said. the best highlight of the bbq is FOC :] and of course, the dogs there. grrrr.

BTW, people. yongxuan's alright. he chatted with me already. we're gonna hav fun next tym round. promise PROMISE i wont be late. =/

23/1o/2oo5

woke up at 1o am. kent cooked maggi for me, and fry some eggs. ate in his room lying down. both of us looked like pigs. seriously.

then stupid kent went back to slp. and somehow, i fell asleep too while waiting for him to wake up. zzz....

woke up at 4.3oam.
prepare prepare to go to northvale for karis bbq. went to lot 1 to buy some presents for her.
reached northvale pretty late. and im reallie apologetic towards kent. sorry honey. =/

shant elaborate further wad happened at the bbq. nth much either. both of us were just feeling.... erhhhh. bored. LOL..

kent sent me home at 1o sharp pm. then he went home after that.

24/1o/2oo5 today
today is maureen's bdae. i still remember. :]

happy burfday girl

still rmb our fav words and phrases when talking to each other.

mai kb horr! then she will say all those stupid things.
we will go rer bian liaox, and mau bian liaox.
then she will sing [ shao le wo de shou bi dang zhen tou ni xi bu xi guan ]
and onli this sentence. cos she dono the rest of the lyrics.
is she cute, or is she dumb.
to me, she's once the very best fren.
:]
hope she's still going on fine.
((:

ok. blogged a lil too much today. should stop here.
off to lunch.
love you honey.

1:38 PM
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

<3 kent *

to my sweetest kentie:

A clover leaf having four leaflets instead of the normal three, is considered to be an omen of good luck.
It has been estimated that there are approximately 10,000 three-leaf clovers for every four-leaf clover.
According to legend, each leaf of the clover represents something.
The first leaf is for hope, the second leaf is for faith, the third leaf is for love, and the fourth leaf, naturally, is for luck.

-extracted from somewhere-

and here's one four-leave clover game i chanced upon. abit tough. i couldnt find the last clover. =( u people can try it. hahahas.

http://www.gamegold.co.kr/game.html?gamecode=clover

havent been active in blogging for some time. was either back home late, or lazy to blog.

okays i admit.

lazy.

thats the word.

well, my results were out. didnt do THAT bad and not THAT good either. had those average gpa. average results. average everything larhs.

yada yada yada.

just realised, im going to Japan soon. time to pack my room.

12:13 AM
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Monday, October 17, 2005

<3 kent *

scroll to your name,
dont be nosey.

kent:
ok lah. nth to tell u also. cos u're just beside me. im SHY. >.<

sockying:
girl ahs, so blardy long nvr go out with u already ryte. tynk its tym to catch up le bahs.. looking forward to 22nd marhs? keke. cannort notti arh.. u promise to go le horr. your syk ljh nvr go, u also must go ahs. (: hees.. ehhhhh, takkaire orf yourself. you fall sick damn easy de wors. miss you.

karis:
oie. gossip partner. how you and your boy. hees.. tell me more about my mummy de story leh. i damn interested sia. hahas. somebody bdae comin hors? 19 orf october.. but i think 18 october nicer ryte? =xxx hao larh. i looking forward to 23rd hurr. (: love you ^^

melissa:
god daughter. study hard for o level ok. must pass wif flying colors. then come singapore polytechnic join god daddy and god mummy. don care about your sockying mummy liaos. she bad bad de. ^^v study hard. play hard (:

qiaozhen:
mei ahh.. :] u also must study hard for o level leh. don always play pool play pool play pool hors. keke. and then horr. takkaire orf your stomach ok. don die orf constipation wors. (: mei hor mei?!

gavin:
erhh. nothin to tell you. :]

weitiong:
erhh. dont riong too much. :]

terry:
SON! hows lyfe man? must study hard also kk? wish you all the best for your exams. and and andd... save up for future ok. lol. dont always complain your bank no money then expect me to giv you pocket money. cos your mom here, also struggling to survive. =p

im writing all these to pple who reads my blog larh. cos im seriously bored.

1:05 PM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

<3 kent *

xp
so long nvr blog. lazy larh. plus i was in m'sia for 3 days. (:

had fun with 1B22 during the trip. the 8 orf us was together most orf the time. ^^

the first day there was boring. we went to factories
1) White Horse Ceramic Tiles factory (a factory which produces tiles)
2) Clayton dono wad factory (a factory which produces basins, toiletbowls and etc.)
but after we checked in to the hotel, it was our own free time already. so we went out to search for some food. then went shopping awhile. but most shops closed already, so we didnt reallie shop dao. =/ took a cab to chinatown, a very complicated place. took cab back to hotel after that. me and yan share one room. but all the other pple came to our room. then we started gambling. most of them knocked out. left me kaitai zhenlin and med who perservered. lalalas~ gambled all the way to 6am. then slept. woke up at 7am. =(

day 2 was better. we went to this securites commission building. abit boring, and damn cold there. then after dat was the petronas tower. we went to KLCC to shop. ate A&W. bot levi's underwear for kent =p then, went to this chocolate boutique. the chocolates there damn cool. so many flavours. sesame choco, durian choco, strawberry choco, coffee choco and etc. i bot 70rm of choco there. =p after the boutique, we went to times square to shop. times square is a darn huge place for shopping. (: SO MANY THINGS TO SHOP. we spent more than an hr on level 5. i bought this denim skirt for onlie 10 singapore dollars. (oh ya, the things there DARN CHEAP)
and of cos, bought alort other things lorh. after that took cab to sungei wang plaza. by then my legs nua already. damn tired from all the shopping. imagine shopping and walkin the whole day.

search for this jap restaurant. started eating at 9.3o. well, the food sucks. and the service there sucks too. we were eating in the rain, =( took cab back to hotel. slept quite early that nite. 1.3o am.

woke up at 7.3oam the next day. still damn tired. we went to putra jaya in the morning. shopped abit there also. then went to another shopping mall. its a newly opened mall. (: quite nice the things there. me and yan bot mac and eat. its onlie 3 singapore dollars for an extra value meal. -grinns- the journey back to singapore from there was pretty fast. we played on the bus.

reached skoo at 7 plus pm. kentie came and fetch me. (: i BOUGHT SO MANY THINGS BACK HOME. i spent 4oo + rm just in 2 days.. pple say im pro, but i think im dumb. shouldnt spend so much. HAIZ. im happily broke now.

mst kent just now again. he brought me to siam kitchen to dine. the food is darn spicy there. but it made me VERY full. (: had fun with him.

i went back home. chatted with karis. suddenly felt that i miss her alort. lalalas~ looking forward to karis' bbq on 23rd. ^^

btw pple, remember on 22nd.. there's a bbq at kent's mom's condominium. (: the best orf this bbq is... ermmm... its .....

FOC

*=x*

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

<3 kent *

is there something wrong with me or wart.
hot-tempered, bossy, everything. btw, jealousy-rate is rising.
hate who i am now
totally not lyk me

everybody's finding faults with me..
or isit i find that they are.
just feel that everything's nort right.
i mean EVERYTHING.

and perhaps like wad my blog says,
worthless.

i suck.

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

<3 kent *

1) i miss kent
2) i have to cut hair
3) i have to contact sherryl for the job after kar contacts me
4) i have to save money for malaysia trip
5) i have to do something nice for kent
6) but i dont know wad.

life's getting boring.

the chalet is finally over. lets nort comment on it. u wouldnt enjoy the chalet when u fell sick on the first night. with a damn f-ing fever. lalalas~ luckily jiamin gave me a panadol. i swallowed it, then went to slp. after 3o mins. fever's gone! xD

then played mahjong and gambled till morning. slept until 1pm. went to pasir ris bowl.. they played, i watched. then went to play pool. then play arcade. LONG LONG time nvr train bishi bashi liao. lost to kaitai. =( after playing, we went back to the bungalow and bbq again.

after bbq, played mahjong till 1o am. thruout the whole night. LOL. play until hands nua diao. =/ keke.

thank god kent called me on all the 3 nights he's away. (: so glad he called back.

and he's coming back today! xp

miss him loads!

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Monday, October 03, 2005

<3 kent *

kent stayed overnight ytd again. (: we went to east coast park at night ytd. talked alort. then went to see his mom. well,..................... hmmmm............ =/

came back home, daddy cooked supper for us. then we watched soccer.
chelsea 4 -1. liverpool lost. kent lost too. he bought a total of 3 goals. but in the end, 5 goals. hahaha. then he go to the kitchen and knock his head. hehe. crazy boy.

then we slept. supposed to wake him up at 6am the next day (today) cos he going malaysia. in the end, both of us overslept. until 7am. well, he's supposed to reach skoo at 7.15am. haha. in the end he reached at 7.35 liddat. lucky the bus decided to wait for him. haha.

i returned to my slp. woke up again at 11 plus. called kent. then aiyah, forgot. he's in malaysia already....

HAIX.

i miss him so much already. its another 4 more days before he comes back. i miss my boy.

=(

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

<3 kent *

:]
hmms... havent been blogging for quite some time.. about a month already.
many things happened within this week. ermm, things between me and kent. haiix.
all's over.
=/

and everyday, im loving him more and moree. (:
well, on thursday we went out. at first we went to make our passport. to update our photos and he extended his expiry date. then he brought me to Tampines.
we watched Corpse Bride, ate at this chinese restaurant, bought Lolla's pressie, took prints, and shopped ard awhile. was enjoying myself. so much. then we went back to his house. slacked ard.. then i went home le.
hmmm, i didnt bring money out with me dat day. so everything i did that day. kent paid for it. in the end, he about a hundred or more just on dat day.

$40 - restaurant
$17 - movie
$8 - prints
$33 - pressie
$6 - dinner

forgot about others already. =p thanks honey, for spending so much on me. =( abit ermmm guilty. hope u have enough to survive in m'sia =x

on friday, gavin came to centre to work with me. then kent and wt came at night. they so nice ryte, help my mom do things willingly. hehe.

thanks guys! u rockk. (:

aniway. we left centre at 11 plus. i think =x then we went to mac to eat. mommy gave me money to treat them then she went home le. hahaha. so i happily treat them eat mac. then kent bought the lil thing for me. lalalas~ so cute. thanks honey!

then becos too late le, plus kent needa scan things and do his IE stuffs. he came to house for the night. he's reallie hardworking.
i promised to stay up and pei him work, but SOMEHOW i fell asleep at 2am.
and he SOMEHOW woke me up at 4am to tell me he completed his work. i woke up, abit guilty. so decided to stay up le. but he didnt blame me larhh, he still ask me go slp. hmm.

feels reallie fortunate when he sits beside me on the bed and sayang me to slp. =p

then he went to the living room and sleep. cos gort a mattress there.

woke up the next day(today). rushed to work at my mom there again. took my pay already (: hehe.

GAVIN YOUR PAY WILL COME AFTER ALL THE FLYERS THINGY! :] COS YOUR PAY ONE DAY ONLY. IF WRITE ONE CHEQUE FOR YOU WILL WASTE THAT PIECE OF PAPER. HEHEHE. SO WAIT TILL EVERYTHIN OVER LE, THEN YOUR CHEQUE WILL COME. OK? OR MAYBE ALL THE MONEY WILL GO INSIDE MY ACCOUNT, THEN I WILL TAKE THEM OUT AGAIN TO GIV YOU AND WEITIONG AND KENT. AIYAH, ALL THOSE WHO WILL HELP TO GIV OUT THE PATHETIC 5000 SHEETS OF FLYERS LAH.

aniway, i met kent at night (just now) again, cos next few days we will be occupied with several things. wont be able to see each other so often. so wadever time i haf now.. i'll leave them to kent. (:
aniway, we talked at the park for very long. talk about hahahhahahahahhahahahahhha.
we talked about
"the primary 5 girl, the 178cm girl, the bad bad girl who ask him to hold another girl's hand, the 9 months girl, the chinese orchestra girl, the another school girl met thru prefects' investiture, and AISILINTA!"
forgot most of their names except for the last one. hahahahha, actually is i lazy to think larhh. =x

aniway, the moral of today's blog is....

im sure he's the one. our dreams will come true.

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