Memorified Moments

Monday, February 28, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

hui lai lerh!
went out wif hong yu
lols
nth much
talk alort nia
=))

10:50 PM
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____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

i din mean to cry,,
no i dintt
but when mrs kang tell me my english results
i was like,, shattered.
c6
i failed bio and amaths
it was expected,,
so it aint bothering much
but my english,,
c6!
fuck it.
that WASNT my standardd
and all because of that fcuking english,,
my L1R4 became 2o
i could haf easily scored 16 if my english results is better
cmonn` where's my b3 for english?
damn!

aniway,
thanx to all those who send me gd luck msges da day before.
blah blahh. alort.
forget lerhs.
andd..
thanx to all who caree
all my frens.
mani mani.
sockz, kaiwei, jinhui, tricia, maur, yx, gavin, qiaozhen, melissa, aloysius, and yeaa,, the leos who sat there.
^^
andd of course my jun an. (my cousin)
he stayed by mie while i made those calls to my mother and brother to break da news.
he saw me cry.
and cry
and cry..

but hmx, especially wanna thank hong yu norhh.
he actuallie wanted to made da trip from west coast to lot 1 to pei me.
lol
thanx dude
think i should fine bah.
tmr returning to workk.
to forget everything.
about these damn results.
i hate it.
i hate life.

6:57 PM
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Sunday, February 27, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

muahhs;
now at chou wa zi de house.
x)
rotting.
blogging
she looking
-.-
take chopsticks poke her eyes liaox
x)
-evil-

jus now stay at hm be good gurl whole day liaox
first go market wif mummie
then buy pau for breakfast.
chicken pau
=p
hahx
came home lerh,
cook lunch
congee lai de.
sian halff.
ehh, then jiu start to rot lorh.
use comp,
watch tv,
play piano,
listen to songs,
back to comp..
then cook again
-.-
cook dono wad noodles.
sho sian.
mie nort interested in cooking at all sia.
damn it.
=/
force me to cook every sunday
next sunday i cook shit sia
lalalas~
x)

erhh,
after makan bathe,
bathe very longg..
come out liaox see that chou wazi sitting at my living room liaox
scare mie.
=/
muahhs;
packed up ler jiu set off liaox.
go find angela.
ehh, before tt go find her present narhhx.
very suaku
da present we 'did' it in front orf her.
abit paiseh alsho.
wahahax
but nvm larhh
at least wo haf the heart to get a present for her.
hahx

ok larhh,,
so far jiu liddat lorh
wo abit lazy to type liaox.
especiallie when that wa zi keep looking at mie type sia.
and to add on herr,
her keyboard no good sia..
dun ask mie whiee.
but i hate her keyboard.
=)
jia you to all o lebel peepz tmr k?
takkaire
=))

x // i mishh yo0 aloRt___________ *

11:47 PM
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____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

hmm,
went to hospital in da afternn today
then came back shortly
cos needa go silver hair nite
hahx

reach home lerh,
then go limbang again.
cos my brother ask me pei him eat mac..
-.-
very full.
took taxi to sch
hahx.
i said i was rich k
=x

met dao gavin jinhui baoling weitiong and junjie.
hahx.
then we spray our hair black at da voiddeck there
gort this boy keep looking at us sia
LOL
cute
>.<

aniwayy,
da spray made our hair so stiff
so nan kan
bleahhs;

aniwayy,
think silver hair nite was great bahh
esp da ending
hahx
=))
then went to mac.
scott say wan treat us makan
but in da end also nvr
aiyahh,
nvm lah
xi guan liao
he everytime liddat de

hmm,
then xihong come find us,
gif weitiong shoes and return me da card reader
then after tt jiu pei me go home.
lol.

had a hard time washing my hairr
cos of da damn spray
washed for like many many times.
4 times wif organics
once wif dettol
and twice with dono wad kerosilk de shampoo
lol
but still,
nort all the spray is washed off.
so pathetic hur?

ok,, im tired
nites pple

12:02 AM
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

ok.
i was dumbb,
i actuallie onlie realised wart wc told me the other day.
yes, i admit i did made him unhappy,,
i admit it was my fault.
i said i dunch wanna go out,,
in da endd, i went out wif factory frewns to uk funfair.
im sorry k.
"为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解"
this is wart he told me tt day.
he was angry at me.
=(
i reallie dunch understand da meaning orf it.
i din ask either.
until ytd i met marco online.
he told me about this song.
i listened to it,,
and heard da lyrics
yuan lai ish this songg.
chi xin jue dui
feeling so stupidd?
that i finallie noe it onlie noww.
blarhhs.
suan lerhh.
aniwayy, maybe this situation is better for us now.
u aint meant for me.
and i aint meant for eu`
ya noe,, we lead 2 different lives.
we're completely different.
actuallie i wonder whether u'll read all these,,
cos i rmbed u do read my blog last time.
hahx
so hope u manage to discover this post
=/
gudluck to eu aniwayy`
jia you for everythingg hurr?
; frenns eva?

hmm,
yeapppx,
later going to hospital..
visit my brother.
dunch noe wart he wan..
so i can bring or buy for him
hahx
hmms,
at night still gort silver hair nite
hahs.
nvm,, promised to go lerhh..
i will go de.
lol

hahx,
hope sunday come fast
so i can go sockying house tonn,
then monday can go get the most freaking results
then can go ikea shopping lerhhh!
actuallie, i haven tell mummie my plans lehh
=x
but dunch care larh.
seldom tell my mummie things nowadays
its like,
i go make another few ear holes alsho nvr tell mummie first;
ish make hao le then tell her..
then i dye hair alsho nvr tell mummie first;
is dye hao le then tell her..
i go aniwhere alsho nvr tell mummie first;
is go lerhh, then tell..
LOL
so think nvm larhh.
da most buy hao furniture ler, then tell her nor
=x
ok larhh.
gtg prepare lerhh.
if nort my kor kor very bored at hospital
hey pple, go visit him leh..
ward 54, bed 18
LOL
no lahh.
im jus kidding
x)
the ward number and bed i anihow put one.
i also dono he wad ward, wad bed
=p

bye peepz`

`imishhYOO sho mUCH!_________`

10:39 AM
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Friday, February 25, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

hehex
backk.
jus now go makan dinner
wif..
hong yu
=x

lols..
but when eating very siann,,
nvr talk dao.
talk very lil niaa.
-.-
then after makan,,
we go play pool
erhh,
he teach me lil bit
but gort teach,
nvr teach..
also about da same lorh
=x

hmms,
aniwayy,
my elder brother gort hospitalised
something duno consider serious or nort serious.
for more information,, click on my brother's blog bahhs
haha
he blogged about the condition come time ago.
=p
so, think tmr going to hospital to visit my brother.
who stubbornly refused to undergo da operation da doctor says he haf to
gtg peepx
bye~

10:58 PM
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

boringg day today.
nth muchh.
>.<
sian
im tired
nites
=))

9:26 PM
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____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

1. Do you cry often? : yeshh,, but i learning and trying hard nort to cry sho often x)
2. Do you often cry in front of people or alone? : erhh,, cry alone more lahh. but alsho cry in front of pple many many times. =x
3.Have your friends ever seen you cry? : of course!!! dunno how many pple see be4 liaos,, uncountable =/
4. Have you cried today? : nope! i've been a strong gurl these few days. x)
5.Do you usually cry for a long time? : nope..
6.Do you get really red when you cry? : erhh,, no.. i dunch get red -.-
7.Have you ever cried because you were happy? : hahx.. laugh till cry?
8. Have you ever been someone's crying shoulder? : dunch think sho
9.Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying? : nope
10. Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on? : yeappx! =x
11.Have you been hugged when you cried? : yeappx! =x
12. Do you cry during sad movies? : yeshh,, i've active tear glands. lol
13. Do you cry while reading books? : no,, tts so silly. muahhs
14. Does music make you cry? : yeahh. many songs make me cry. =x can listen many many times,, and still cry many many times.
15. Have you ever been called a cry baby? : YES
16. Have you ever tried to stop yourself from cryin? : yes,, but hard to. =x
17. Have you ever cried in front of a teacher? : erhh, yuppx.. ms pokk norr
18. Does this survey make you want to cry? : can i cry becos this is lame?
19. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? : yeaa.
20. Do you cry when you are physically hurt? : yeappx
21. Do you cry when you are scared? : yeshh.
22. Do you cry when you are mad? : yarhh
23. Do you cry over bad grades? : hahas, no.. but maybe will cry over o level results
24. Have you ever cried over spilled milk? : nope
25. Can you make yourself cry? : cann. tts so easy.
26. Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else? : yes,, but few times onlie
27. Do you have a favorite crying quote? : nahh, but i will always tell sockying to look high up at da ceiling whenever she wans to cry,, then the tears jiu wun come out lerhh. tried practising it myself thoughh, but it din workk =x erhh, haha. when i cryy, jus tell myself "bu ku, bu ku" LOL
28. Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn'tcry for you? : yarhh,, i thinkk so
29. Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things? : yes
30. Do you cry over someone you love becoz theyhav a gf/bf? : no
31. When was the last time u felt loved and u cried? : erhh,, nort long ago.
32. Who is the person you always cry for? : wah lau ehh, ask until liddat
33. Will you cry because this survey is over? : crazy

7:39 PM
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

whooshh,
tuesday lerhh.
ytd nvr blogg,,
cos reached home late.. very tired lerhh.. so went to sleep
=x
aniwayy, ytd was fun.
and i mean FUN
=]

work was kinda boringg,
tts an exception of ytd's fun ok
=x
hahx.
but think the starting of work quite ok bahhs
me alvin and gavin haf to past da stickerr on da box
then we isolate ourselves at one corner.
hahx.
talk talk talkk
and laughh at alvin's crapp
=))

after that,, the work seemed to be so boringg.
time past very very slow.
hmm,
but after workk,
we all [me, jinhui, kueini, junhao, alvin, gavin] went to pandan reservoir.
muahahax.
very fun there
first we boarded da bus for free there.
when we reached liaos, we walk ,, rann ,, climb ,, shout
^^
though da sun made us sho warmm,,
but we perservered!
cos me and jinhui wanted to see the sunset sho muchh!
then the boys pei us.
haha
we sang songs, throw stones.. do things that could entertain us there
then we reallie witnessed the sunset k
aniwayy, da sunset was LOVELY!
=))
i took many pics andd video orf the sun set
hahs
=x
after da sun set liaos,
we took grp foto alsho.
take very longg.
haha
cos we wan perfect shot
but still,, nort so good larhh
=x

erhh, went to jec after tt.
bought hair spray
we buy darkk brown
LOL
=/
nvm about it.

after jec, met keong at yewtee
then we go pasar malam walk walkk.
then met weisin and kezia
go foodcourt see keong eat.
then kezia went home.
then me weisin and keong went to keong's house bai nian
hahx.
short while nia.
cos late lerhh.
took taxi home
=x
LOL
im rich =/

erhh, today aint very interestingg.
went to work as per normall.
gort a very very very bad news for junhao
=(
hais.
nvm
gudluck to him tmr
LOL
today gort OT
sho long nv OT liao,,
nvm bahhs.
gort money
=x
im still saving for my new bedrm
-giggles-
after workk,
went to meet gavin de papa.
cos he send us home
hahx.
me alvin jinhui and kueni squeeze in that small lil space in the van.
abit stuffy alsho.
lol.
but interesting i thinkk
hah
so now reach hm lerhh.
gonna sleep soon.

muahhaas,
discussing wif sockying wad to do during o level de result release tt day.
=x
LOL
nites pppl
=))

wo miss ni_________ *

9:59 PM
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

name- xinyi,, pple call me rer =]]
burfdae- 25th july
how old are you- 16
the best place in your sch- hahx,, manyy.. used to be da furniture store. though its an illegal gathering place,, but we had loadsa fun there =]]
the reason you are doing this- im boredd`
height- 17o cm
born in- gleneagles hospital
are you fair or tanned- tanned bahhs =x
you love your ....- room,, stuffs,, everythingg
who inspires you- erhh, i thinkk everybody bahhs
the best place you went to recently- erhh,, dunch noe.. nth seems nice
who you went out with de last time- just now,, my mummie,, jessica,, her husbandd, her mummie,, and her daughterr
the best class you are ever in- sec 2 class =]] cos nobody defy me then. LOL
the best year you ever had- erhh.. 2oo4
the best day you ever had- da dayy, nvr to be forgotten. but i shyy, sho dunch wanna sae wadd dae. LOL
the best people you ever hang around with- icynitrogenn, when all thirteen of them are togetherr` i mean the decemeber 2oo3 periodd.
the best color that represents you- pinkk? hahx!
best thing to do during lessons- sleep,, talk to frewns,, and try to eat =/
you are drinking ....- im nort drinking now.
who do you miss- i mishh himm!
your favourite color- pinkk! andd orange =]
any CCA hang-around friends- erhh,, gavin? weitiong? lols. sho many leos ard.
do you scold vulgarities- yeappx of course! altho i try hard nort to =x
are you lame- erhh, i think sho =x
are you in love with chocolates- yeappx! i love them =))
last chat online with- sockying? and weisin/keongie. cos weisin ish using keongie's account =/
most important day- erhh,, important days.. hais,, dunch say lerhh. >.<
biggest regret- arghhs,, hate these questionss, make me sadd nia. muahhs
do you blog- YESH
how do you describe sky- blue? heyy, the sky changes all da time -.-
the most meaningful song- hahs, i dunch noee. but thinkk jay's songs most of them gort very nice meaning =x and emm`, tong huaa de lyrics alsho very nice.
do you smoke- no,, im a good gurl
favourite fast food restaurant- im growing to dislike fast food,, sick and tired orf it
majority color of clothes- pinkk
ocean or sky- skyy
do you cycle- yeappx
do you hate people nagging at you- yeappx of course! i will get frustrated
what would you do if you are unhappy- blogg, plus cry =x but im trying hard nort to cry sho easily lerhs
the best thing to do when you are angry- cry. LOL.
the last person you shared a taxi with- weisin andd yongxuan. hahx. we took cab from sockying's house to weisin's house. hahx. taxi fare ishh; $2.5o LOL
the last person who sent you home- erhh, yongxuann` cos going home from weisin house, then ish considered sun biann`
your class chair person/ monitor/monitress- shikin
your class vice chair person/ monitor/monitress- tunku! kaijin =x
time now- 1o.16 pm

9:58 PM
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____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

hahs,
backk from ikea,
andd many other places
=]]

nvm that my mummie screwed my plann.
my plan was to go queensway shopping centre after ikea,,
and lot 1 after queenswayy.
nahhx`
in da endd,,
mummie and i went wiff mummie's colleague,, colleague's mummie,, colleague's deariee,, and colleague's daughter.
walked around ikeaa`
saw manyy nice nice furnituree`
i wann!
but nvmm,
better do a plan firstt,
dunch wanna buy thinggs that i would regrett.
muahhs`

we walked walked walkedd,,
came to this section gort sell plants derhhs.
mummie bought for me a big pot of roses
=/
nort fully bloomed yett`
hahs.
love it quite alortt
hmm,,
after paying upp,
we go buy the hotdogg outside ikea.
hahx,
very nice to eatt`
=p
i went to buy the choco alsho,,
very expensive
$7.9o
but very nice alsho.
lols
>.<

dench dunno whiee,
all of us suddenly haff the sudden interest towards flowers`
we went to tai zi hua yuann,
i thinkk ish princes duno wadd de larhh.
but over there sell many potted plants derhh,,
erhh, the place de plants nort sho nice nehhx
so in da endd we nv buy anithingg`
went to a orchid garden next,,
forget wads the name of the place liaoos.
but over there gort many manY maNY mANY MANY orchidds`
dench cos the lao ban there ish my mummie's colleague de dearie de fren,,
sho he kept saying 'like wartt, take wartt'
hahs,,
dench we reallie take alortt.
took ard 3 pots of orchids.
2 small one, and 1 big one.
=/
and denchh another big pot of dunno wart plantt.
dunch understand whie mummie like plants without flowers
-.-

finallie back home,
my hands full orf plants de smell.
abit gross`
but muahhs`
nvm.
i love the roses.
heex
=))
thinkk i can take good care orf it bahhs.
=]
be back laterr`
><

// mishh yoooooooo! - `

6:53 PM
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____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

no, that wasnt a kiss.
that was an expression

yes, i thinkk this way is wadd i wan it to be,,
i made that promise,
and im still keeping to it.
=))
smiles`
if u carnt sayy anithing nice,,
dench dunch try to talkk to mie.
thankks aniwayy,,
cos i dunch thinkk u're able to sayy anithing nicee
=]

woke up at 12 noon todayy,,
hahs.
ytd nite slept late,,
cos when i was about to sleep at ard 1 plus am
my brother came into my room talked crap wif me
crapped till.. i thinkk 2 plus am.
later going out wif mummie to ikea.
muahhs;
looking forwardd to it.
=]]
dunch noe whie gort the sudden interest in looking at furniture all these.
hahx,
i finallie understandd whie mau like to go to ikea.
lols.
hmm, maybe after ikea go queensway walk walk bahh.
cos go wif mummie, no need to spendd money
can buy more clothes lerhh.
yayness`
saw one mini skirtt there,
i want derhh.
but cos that time bu she de buy.
=/
no moneyy
=x
hahs.
then maybe after queensway,
pull mummie go lot 1 walk walkk.
wanna go more than wordds againn.
hahs,
dunch noe whie alshoo,
recentlie i love going to mroe than wordds walk walkk.
hahx
im getting crazy.
duhhs`-

tmr gort workk lerhh.
hmm, tonite must sleep early norr.
if nort tmr wake up sure bu xiang go workk de.
but cannort sia.
cos wei le my new bedroom..
i must workk hardd!
>.<
jia youu!

// i lurffe euu sho muchh ! >.<

12:36 PM
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

arghhs,,
todayy too sian liaoos.
blogging for da 4th time todayy.
=(
hmphh.
dunch noe how to describee myself noww.
at first,,
yearnedd sho muchh to go backk to factory workk.
now go back lerhhs,,
dunchh wanna workk againn`
siao hor me
haix`
thinkk ish cos now must workk at 3rd floor,,
sho i dunch wanna work lerhhs.
mie wan de ish motorola 4th floor.
gort my rabbit leaderr`
=/
but now dunch haff lerhh.
now workk at 3rd floor,
hand painn;
body achee;
dench somemore will work till wanna fall asleep derhh
sad siaa.
hais`
but now very hard to find jobb alsho.
cos we cant commit for longg now`
abit sad hurr
hais.
nvm`
for my new bedroom set,
i mus survive the hard ordeals at 3rd floor
=]]
jia you!

its 11.2o pm
felt sho left out
=[
dunch noe whiee.
maybe cos i nvr see pple i wan to be onlinee.
nort onlie one, but quite a few bahhs.
dunch noe how to elaborate more on this kinda feelingg;
i hate this kinda feelingg`
will cry one.
muahhs`
but i learn to be strongg.
carnt always cry.
bu ku bu ku`
everythingg will be fyne tmr
=]]

; wo miss ni *

11:08 PM
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____ // hao xiangg ni ` x .

muahhs,,
3rd entry for todayy
=x
feeling sho giddy.
dunch noe whiee.
my ear hole gort infected againn`
damnn.
abit pain pain now.
sumore i've gort an itchy handd,
keep havingg da urge to go ka jiao my infected ear hole
lol

hmmx,
actually tmr wan ask mummie bring me go do full body check upp.
but i changed my mindd
hahx,,
i askedd mummie pei me go ikea.
cos i wanna see ani bedroom set
=]
i wan buy new derhhs
hahs.
though i no moneyy now`
nvm, i can save for a new bedroom
=x
heex
thinkk wun be going pool so often le bahhs,
unless ish go wif my brotherr`
if nortt jiu wun ask pple go pool pei me liaoos.
but honestly, pool is the most comfortable way of spending money
LOL
=))

ive gort many plans for the holidays
but i just forget all of themm`
sho sorrie.
when i remember, i will blog them.
=]
com getting more lag nowadayys,
sad si lerhhs.
missing yoo more and more.
andd more and moree.
missing yoo alortt`
but i haff to control
=x
aniwayy, i did promised u tt nite.
i will keep to my promise
=]]
i hope i cann
zhu fu wo`

x // heart painnx `

8:42 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

wartt a saturdayy i haff`
i went out,
pressed 2o buckks from atm.
atm says onlyy haff 5o buckks de note`
i was tryinn to control my spending of moneyy.
dunch wanna press so muchh.
but too badd`
god aint helping me
=]]

boughtt long john silver,
combo one.
take awayy`
walking to bus interchange to take 172.
aboutt to reach liao.
mu cousinn called me.
say they cominn my house todayy!
>.<
sho i called gavin to say i carnt go ms lim house lerhhs`
hahs,
nvm..
aniwayy, i forget to bring orange to bai nian alsho.
=x

met mahh cousin at lot 1.
dench walked ard.
tired`
waited for her mom,, her sis,, and her bro.
finally saw themm.
walked back home againn.
my long john turn cold lerhhs.
sian halff`

reachedd home lerrh,
haff to put tt combo 1 into oven to reheatt.
then the fries likee turnedd soggy lerhhs.
=/
nvm,
now doing nothingg.
my cousins still ard.
muahhs`

hahx,
weisin ish getting sho lame`
he sent me his own pic.
then say is shuai ge.
zz.
ok lerhh.
dunch blog liaos.
=]]

_____missing yoo`x.

6:46 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

blarhhs,
woke up at 8.3o am todayy`
felt sho tired,
went back to sleep
woke up at 9.3o am`
haff to meet that bunchh of siao ehhx at 1o am.
think i'll be late`
sho i decided to be badd.
msged jj tell him im sickk,
dunch wan go ms lim house lerhh`
LOL
=/

after a while,
gavin msged me,
asked me whie nv go lerhhs.`
felt so bad if i say i lie againn`
lol.
so i added that im sick AND TIRED!
at least some truth is there.
LOL

went backk to sleep
woke up at 1 pm.
=/
hahx,, im a pigg`
like wartt emelda sayys
//wo shi yi ge da ben zhuu
muahhs, still gort the video recordingg wib me`

ouhkayys`
gort so siann,
msged gavin..
they still at ms lim house.
im going over noww`
too siann.
LOL
who ask me just now sho lazy
now i must go there alone.
sad si lerhh`.
buying long john over to eatt
=]]
gtg peepz
takkaire

2:13 PM
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Friday, February 18, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

she: da yingg wo,, ni yao xing fu kuai lerhh.
he: emm!
she: da yingg wo,, ni yi ding yao kuai lerhh.
he: wo hui kuai lerhh de.

11:14 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

weee!
finally backk from workk.
feeling sho sleepy noww
slept for onlie about 1 and 1/2 hr last nite.
erhh, from 4.3oam to 5.50am.
hahs.
was talkingg on the phone.
nort bad.
`though i kept crying.
lols.
heyys, was reallie amazed at how eaily i cryy.
lols
hahx, i'll change kayys.
dunch wanna be crybaby,
=/

erhh,
was kinda gladd.
the topup boyy msged me ytd nite askingg me whether wan work norts.
LOL
hahx.
he changed hairstyle lerhhs.
today i see himm, lols.
nort badd larhh.
=/
but i still prefer last timee.
=x
heex
=))
muahhs

but work till abit nort happy sia.
me gavin and alvin kanna asked down to 3rd floor to workk.
siann.
but nvm, still gort jinhui and kueini there alreadyy.
lol
hmmmn.
me alvin and kuenni same line,
gavin and jinhui same line.
but both lines alsho do about da same thingg one larhhs.
so no much difference.
work till mahh fingers a lil bit sore.
feel so sorry for myselff.
hahs, but thinkk kueni jinhui and gavin alsho having finger painn now.
=/
as for alvinn,
he ah guaa sia.
gort such a nice relax jobb,
he still wan kb.
lols.
he like more bu shuang than us sia.
hahs.
nvm.
tmr we all take leave togetherr.
altho i thinkk most of our leaves nort approve.
=/
but nvmm.
heckk care
hahx.

thinkk tmr going to ms lim house bai nian bahhs.
hope will be funn?
hahas.
think will larhhs.
go out wif tt bunch of siaoehhx.
sure fun one bahhs.
heex
=))

hmms,
after workk met dao weitiongg.
then we go lot 1.
cos i wanna buy the clockk from more than werdds
very nice clockk.
heex
but one bigg problemm.
buy liao duno hang where
=x
aniwayy, i BOUGHT it.
muahhs,
happy.
plus a lil bit moree.
and a lil bit moree.
wahahas
=/

btw, just a small note to u pple reading mahh blogg.
i dunch wanna put the prompt scriptt or warteverr to block off pple from readingg my blogg,
firstly,
i lost the html.
secondly,
very troublesomee.
muahhhs,
get it? =/
if u are my avidd readerr,
u wld realised that my entires very sadd hurr?
very pessimisticc`
sorry hurr.
i dunch noe whie i let so much things into my blogg.
but mostly all ish mah feelinggs.
i din blog them to seek pity or wartt.
and i would appreciate it even more if u pple read liao jiu dunch come ask me anithinngg.
i blog themm, cos i dunch wanna say themm.
understandd` .. ?
i dunch noe whiee, but i still prefer to keep everything to myselff.
>.<
sorry dudess.
aniwayy, continue to visit my blogg and tagg hurr?
=/
muackks. love ya loadds`

if i can only haff` euu in my drweamms` ,, dench i wanna sleep foreverhh` _____*

7:28 PM
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

went out just noww,
abit sadd,
plus abit moree.
and plus abit more.
was very sadd.
sat in x square for very longg.
more than an hr.
just sat there talked crapp wif zhirongg and azril.
=/

dench decided,
go findd grace.
resigned yellow.
she allowed
=))
was kinda relievedd.
hahx.
but still felt abit bad inside me.
nvmm.

i saw himm,
my heart achee.
very painn..
but nth could heal da painn.
let out a tear or twoo.
=/

waited for gavin to come lot 1.
dench played pool.
4 rds?
i thinkk.
gort tiredd
went shopping ard lot 1 againn.
saw this winnie the pooh clockk,
i wanna buyy.
$13.5o
still cann.
nort very expensivee.
but thot awhile,
next time then buy bahhs.
=/

decided to go home,
then agent called.
asked me to go workk tmr.
was.. kinda, gladd
=))
at least still gort another job to clingg on
yayness`
gonna see my factory frens againn.
pretty missed da time we went to uk funfair togetherr.
love ya frewns.
=/

denn, fairy asked me go play pool.
so i went out againn,
backk to lot 1.
played pool.
yes.
then i saw him againn.
shit it,
how many times am i gonna see him in a dayy.
haish`

ru guo guoo qu dou shii cuo wu, na wo xiangg cuo yi beii zi`

9:37 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

ytd nite was toughh.

maybe the toughest of all nites i had.

first, i rmbered tt bottle. i missed it.

i reallie do. and i want it.

i reallie reallie want it.

but y carnt u return it to me.

u promised me u would return to me on ur bdaee.

ur bdae is well overrrrrr but whie i still carnt see the bottle.

and now u sayy u want the bottle.

u wan to keep it.

tt means i carnt haf it.!

i carnt see it animoreee!

yes, and i criedd

and i couldnt stop cryingg.

nort because of wart u saidd

but because i carnt see the bottle againn.!

the bottle is everything to me.

but i dunch think it meant anithing to u.

im sorryyy, but i reallie wan it.

i reallie reallie wan it.

sorry if im being so stubborn,

sorry if i acted like a kidd.

but things that i want,

i make sure i haf it.

can u please return it to me?

if ur final answer is still no,

can u at least take a picture of it and gif it to me?

haishh

_______ congg ni shuo ai wo yi hou, wo de tian kongg, xing xing dou liangg lerhhs

11:15 AM
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

just now,, yea.. went out to lot 1
played pool for 2 hrs wif weitiong and gavinn.
then go mac eat.
after that went shopping ard lot 1
bought this tigger door knobb.
quite expensive,
but dunch care
lols

then they say grace looking for me.
lols.
i was hiding all e way,
but felt quite guilty.
=p
okayys, think giving grace a call soon bahhs

aniwayy,
went to x square and playy.
play puzzle bobble wib gavin
lols
lame gamee.
cos nth to do.
after a while we continue play pool
me n weitiongg.
we played 5 rd, loser punchh.
but after 4 rds, he jiu go punch lerhhs,
cos i already win 3 rounds.
muahahahas.
heyys, wo gort skill de okie.
=/

back home, sian againn.
heard naggings.
heck caree.
did my own stuffs.
and here i am, blogging againn.

[[ x. im missing yoo more and more each dayy ` x .

10:38 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

was woken up by top-up boy's msg
=/
hahx.
he said can go back factory work lerhhs,
i was abit of excited..
and abit of lost
wart about yellow?
should i jus ignore it and go back to factory?
i reallie miss factory alortt.
maybe all of us can open another contract line and stay together?
would it be more fun?
hahas
=/
nvm, i haf to pay $2oo if i break yellow's contract.
hahx. then just break it.
as if i carnt pay the $2oo
if i carnt, gavin shall pay for me.
=]

today very siann.
i agree wif wart yongxuan says bahhs.
weisin carnt organise things.
well, he was the one starting the conference conversation asking us to go out today,
and yeaa. we were discussing about it.
but there's still no outcome.
so go where today hurr?
i dunch noe.
but i want to do something meaningful.
gonna call up edwin later..
sho from tmr onwards, i'd be busy againn.
=))
at least, when im busy,
i wldnt think so much about himm.
i wldnt msg himm.
i wldnt miss him so muchh.

我以为这样子，我就会忘记你。可是没想到，我又把真相告诉你。。我曾经式着祝福你，也许这样我会对你死了这条心。不管有多困难，我都努力地去遗忘，忘掉我们之间的过去。可是每当我关上门想睡觉，周围的黑暗，总让我想起那些美好的回忆。它们浮现在我脑海里，不肯走。我又哭了。每天晚上都是这样子。都过了那么久，为什么我还是这样子呢？我看见周围的朋友，一个个向前走，为未来的日子向前冲。我却一个人留在原点。一直在这孤独的日子里徘徊。我喜欢你，是什么也改变不了的事实。不管有多少人在外面把你从我心中赶走，你却离不开半步。你的名字已深深地刻在我心中。在刻的当儿，血不停地留。。好痛好痛，原来喜欢你是那么痛苦的。

好希望时间能倒流，回去原来幸福快乐的日子。

好想回到过去

12:26 PM
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

urhurr.
sian dayy.
changed my blogskinn.
spent quite alort time in it.
but still, i think it sarkks.
arghhs

nvm
deciding where to go tmr.. hahas.
abit lame though.
but nvm,
i go bathe lerhs.

11:00 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

erhh,
woke up at ard 12 just now.
lols.
ytd slept quite late.
was woken up by a fone call at 2 plus am
nvm about it.

aniwayy,
discovered my black hair growing out lerhs.
must go redye my hair in about a months time.
=/
if nort jiu very ugly lerhs.
lols

i wan go back factory work lehhs.
missed factory
and frewns there.
=/
heex
lalala~
altho many malaysia de resign liaos.
the fun there is still hard to describe.
a hundred times better than yellow
=))

today nort going aniwhere.
think stay at home decorate my foto album.
and my room
then tmr maybe go shopping.
sockkkk, wan go marhs?
=/
but after shopping, must find job liaos.
dun care yellow lerhs.
LOL
i dunch even wan my pay there lerh
hahx.
ive gort backbone k.
=x

ok lerhh.
i go keep myself bz lerhs.
if nort i will think of many things.
many things i shldnt be reminded of
byee

1:34 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

was valentines day today.
went out wib work frewns to uk funfair.
quite fun bahhs i thinkk.
cos meet up wib many work frewns.
but mostly alsho unitians larhh.
hahas.
quite alort of work frewns go lorhh.
=))

erhhs,
at first we go play e ghost train..
which is... very lame n stupidd.
waste our money sia.
-.-
after that played erhh, big splashh
tt one funn.
hahas.
then gavin and chak forced me to play evolution wib themm.
which i reluctantly agreed
wah lauu.
zao zhi dao dunch agree.
sho scaryy.
i timid
=/
from e start of the ride wo scream until the endd.
lols.
then they kept larffing at me.
-.-

erhhs,
after tt met weitiong junjie kwangwei and weekee at woodlands mrt.
dench go causeway awhile, jiu go back lot 1 play pool.
then chak asked his kimage frewn plae alsho.
heex.
met chengwei fairy kaijin baocheng bla bla there.
dench played wif fairyy.
hahas
i win about 3 games bahh.
then he alsho win about 3 games..
heex
okayys, i admit out of the 3 games i won, think 2 games is tyco win one.
lols.
cos the black ball go in.
shi bu shi arhh?
forget liaoos.
=/
heex
went home at ard 11pm.
reach home.. daddy mommy kb me.
lols.
heckk.
actuallie, i cried larhh.
in toilet.
LOL
nbm.
heck caree.
i go sleep liaos.

hehes,
but hey hey heyy..
i received a vdae present afterall.
from.. erhh.
dunch sae liaoos.
to avoid rumours.
LOL
but aniway, the bracelet is nice.
thanx dude
=))

12:01 AM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

woke up todayy,
found out mah uncles coming in less than 15 minutes
sho i gort ready asap.
dench i waited and waited
they finally came ard an hr laterr.
and the kid was terrible
horrible
wartever u could describe
he's a lil dinosaur
he pinched me
he tried to grabbed me
he shoved all the oranges on the floor.
(and his sister later hid the oranges in tissue box -.-)
and he shoved the goodies containers on the floor.
both cracked.
from the cover to the basee.

dench i drank one can of carlsbergg.
andd did nth else.

dench gort changed
went to my great grandma house wib my uncles family.
gort lion dance at my great grandma house.
and many pple.
pple i dunch noe.
cos too many generations bahs.
so many.
i was there wib my family
and i think there were MORE than 7 families..
gathering in tt small lil apartment
i think sho.
and if u wan to count the number of pple there,
more than 30?
when i was leaving the place,
another 3 families came.
-.-

went to my grandfather place next
peaceful place.
sat for awhile.
then off to my uncle's house at bukitpanjang
dench walked past yeeloong's house,
called him
LOL
talked crap for quite awhile.
but quite lame though..
dench travel all da way to woodlands to another uncle's house.
became very very sleepy there.
dunch noe whie.
so decided to return home.

but my brother and i went to play pool instead.
erhh, i mean, tt was our plan.
when we reached kpool,
too many pple.
i onlie saw one 8-feet table nort being used.
all the rest 8-feet, 9-feet, billiard tables all occupied.
so we decided nort to play.
left kpool.
saw ard 7 policemen patrolling the staircase of the shopping mall.
quite cool
=/

reached home,
ate simple steamboat
leftovers actuallie.
dench nth to do.
use com
nobody to chat to.
im so freaking bored.
and pissed
over the new year thingy.
but i think i did my best
=))

heyys,
think im getting more and more hot tempered.
i get easily pissed of by things
i dunch noe whiee.
i hate myself this wayy
its like, even now.
im haf the feeling of anger in me.
i DUNCH NOE WHIEEE
damn it.
im losing control of mahself. =/

11:53 PM
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

stayed at home the whole of todayy,
except going out to help me mama buy thinggs.
dench did some spring cleaningg.
had reunion dinner at nite.
steamboat
nort bad i thinkk
pretty nice
dench my cousins came.
3 sisters
as usual, havoc
2 of them kept molesting me.
cmon, they are no much older than 1o years.
okay, dench they came into my room.
and, throw all my stuff toys all overr.
took my hp.
threatened to take home -.-
dench keep asking me if i wan my stuff toys.
(cos if i say i dunch wan, they'll bring home)

but nvm the havoc.
they're pretty cute?
as in the way they speak or wateverr.
all kids are like tt.
=/
but quite relieved,
they gone home
lols

but haiss,
gort a feeling that 2oo5 aint a good year for me
=(

9:50 PM
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____all i need ish yewwwww*

heyys pple,
i gort the stocks for unity on ice cardds k.
so graduates wan it, place an order wib me first k.
its $5 per cardd
while stocks last hurr.

and, yeaa.
there's another cardd meant for non unitians.
they haf the same priviledges as unity on ice cardds.
but its $7 per cardd.
so any unitians wan to go iceskating wib frens who are non unitians, can ask them to buy the cards.
place order wib me too.
lols
=/

1:32 PM
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Monday, February 07, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

这样子过着彼此不管的生活，
我会忘记你吗?

11:51 PM
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started work at 2pm todayy.
things aint going on smoothly.
think the boss aint happie wib me.
she flew into a rage,
but nort at me though..
but think she's angry at me hurr?
hais,
working there is so stressed
dunch noe whether i did the rite thing by signing the contract norts.
felt so tied down noww.
maybe i would be happier if she jus sack me?

end work lerh,
feeling so.. sadd.
moody.
all becos of the workk.
damn it.
dench called gavin, thot he still ard outside..
can ask him n junjie to pei me walk walk or wateverr.
but they at home lerhhs.
dench dono whie thot of maureen.
plucked outt all mah courage, smsed herr.
think she's busy too.
i thot the aeroplane is still all ready for me.
hais, then msged chengwei.
i thot best frewns DO still exist in the world.
but think i was wrongg bahs.
yess, he did agree to pei me at pool.
wib liangg and chankj.
perhaps the game went on fun and well for them, but nort for me bahhs.
feeling so sadd.
yeaa, best frewns indeed..?
i dunch think so.
suan lerhs.
suddenly thot of maureen againn.
i dunch noe whiee, keep thinking about tt aeroplane thingyy.
smsed herr.
asked her certain thinggs.
was pretty hurt by her reply,
i criedd.
but i wiped the tears awayy.
dunch wan others to see me cry and ask me whiee.
i aint gonna explain.

maureen,
i dunch noe wad i can sayy. but reallie thanks for e truthfulness yea? frewns again? still loving ya loadds.

aniwayy,
i payed for the pool session.
$18 plus plus
i dunch noe whie i wanted to treat them playy.
maybe i gort the urge to spend money.
or i jus wanna use the money in return for pple to pei me.
but i think i found the wrong pple,
and most probably, they dunch deserve the treat bahs.

11:05 PM
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Sunday, February 06, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

hais,
whie everything turned out to be like this.
feeling like so..
erhhs, dunch noe how to describee.
but im like, so lostt
hais,
someone needa pull me out of this mess.
but i carnt find the someonee.
hais.

today is sunday,
brother went out to play soccer.
another brother is packing his room.
maybe i shouldnt waste one whole day like this just because im sick.
no shopping for me todae
no work for me todae
ouhkayys, guessed todae is spring cleaning dayy
but im still afraid of my health.
cos the lump doesnt seem to go awayy.
and its, painn.
=/

ouhkayys,
gonna pack my room lerhs.
=))

1:31 PM
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erhh,
39.1 degrees
morning latest
hais,
siann.
carnt go shoppingg.
i wanna buy clothes.

haiss,
just gort my pay marhhs.
gort the urge to spend it.
lols
=/
haiyahhs, jus wanna go shopping.

gavin said the top up boy's name ish hongyu?
erhh.
abit nan tingg
lols
but he handsome can liaos.
=/
LOL

hmms,
think gonna go for a full body checkup one of these days.
=/
jus feel tt something aint rite wib my body.
lols

erhh, ok larhhs.
i go rest liaos.
if nort new yr still sick jiu die lerhs.

1:21 PM
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Saturday, February 05, 2005

____all i need ish yewwwww*

im so sorry to say,
yet again..
im sickk.
haiss.
everytime new yr also mus sick de.
dono for how many years lerhh.
sian siaa.
havin fever noww.
zz

jus now went back to factory..
din see many of my factory frewns.
abit sad sadd
hahas
but i see my rabbit!!!
my rabbit leaderrr!
lols.
she still ask me eat rice wib her.
hahas.
cute herr.
saw fang jie alsho.
heex, she still remembers me
=x
//happy
hahas..

erhhs.
dench took cab back home.
cos my sandals spoil
lols.
im nort richh.
jus a lil richer than others.
=/

okkays.
back home,
then went out to work..
dunch noe y
stand for 1 hr nia leg jiu very suan.
mus be cos of the fever
aniwayys,
the aircon very cold.
my goosebumps keep coming out sia.
cannort tahan there
=x
work till 7pm todae
erhhs,
din play pool,
cos of the fever againn.
lols
the fever affect me so muchh

then now my throat there like gort a lump of something.
nort adams apple k.
but jus a lump of something
at the side there.
think cos of the fever bahhs.
LOLs
abit uncomfy
haiss.

erhhs,
eating oranges now.
mama gave them to me.
and they are like,
mini oranges?
smaller than pool de ball ball.
erhhs,
cant stress the 'smallness' yet enuff
erhhs.. yarhh,
the oranges are smaller than pingpong balls.
can jus pop one whole orange into my mouth.
so i've eaten like 3 of em?
lols.

shit,
jus knocked over the bowl of oranges.
lucky mama nb see
lols
=/

erhhs.
aiyohh,
esther now come ask me mathss.
omg.
she asked ME maths.
out of so many subjects she asked MATHS.
but nbm,
lucky she nb ask biology
=/
LOLs
erhh, think still can bahhs, can manage
double check most things wib sockying nia.
lols
erhhs.
ok lerhh,
gonna bathe soon
decrease my body temperature
lols
bye

9:13 PM
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