Xinyi aka Rer
25July1988
Eighteen Years Old
Singapore Polytechnic DPFM
Attached to Kent

I super love pink, green and brown. I like to go overseas with my family and friends. I used to go crazy over Nestle Milky Bars, but i prefer RitterSport Cornflakes now. I love eating cereals for breakfast. I like to put on Escada. It makes me feel refreshed. I also like to play mahjong, especially with the poly peeps. I idolise Rainie Yang and Jay Chou. The best part of my teenage life is the secondary school days. I love fooling around with Maureen, MingYang and ChengWei. 4/8-ttitude is my favourite, and always will be. I love going to SockYing's house and ton. I love going out with her. She knows me too well. I love Karen Lim Man Wei. She used to be my Primary School classmate. And we were best friends ever since then. Mrs Anthony said we're twins. The Macdonald Auntie at Clementi said we're from Hong Kong. We love to catch butterflies, we love to rollerblade with one 'shoe'. We ARE still the best friends.

I super hate people who gossip about the same topic continuously. I dislike talking to twits, although i used to be one. I don't enjoy poly life a single bit. I think it lacks fun. I hate playing mahjong with people who like to sigh and curse when they lose. I don't eat celery. The crunchy feel irks me. I hate copycats. I don't like piggy soft toys. I prefer bears. I dislike guys who scold girls. I dislike girls who scold guys. I dislike bitches, although sometimes i may feel like im one myself. I don't like people to dig my archives, but i like to display my archives. It shows how long I've been blogging.

I hate to be long-winded, but sometimes its hard to control.


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...CREDITS

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went tuh sp forhh da briefing.
then.. sorta isolate myself.
cos everybody there i bu ren shi derhhs.
then in da end dis camp i/c just liao tian wif mie.
hehhs.
nort bad
x)

then met yx and gavin
go tuh queensway
saw jeanie
dey bought sho mani things.
i nvr buy dao ani
no munney k!
hmph!

aniway, after dat went tuh eat..
then took train tuh go find qy becca dey all.
cos going tuh da brighton dono wart thingy
haahs.
=/
quite surprised by some things.
then liangjie kept preaching tuh mie!
arghhs!

okies. after dat went back tuh lot 1
kpool
then bla bla bla.
then waited forh mommie at long john.
then went home.
going back tuh centre again later
i should be back home at ard 1am bahhs
=/
im tried
yawnn.

aniway.
hais, my mind ish still full orf him..
din dare tuh ask dem where's he.
cos i was afraid i would be hurt by da truth.
>.<
i tynk he hates mie.
-.-

10:31 PM
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im back.
went tuh lets eat forh dinner.
then went tuh kpool.
haha.
mie and qy were standing outside kbox trying tuh sell some vouchers.
but nobody wanna buy.
then played pool
see quite a number orf pple.

then i saw him again.
i don understand wart im doing.
i hate it dis way.
we doesnt seem tuh be on talking terms.
i walked past him pretending i nvr see him.
tsk tskk. im sad.
yes i am.

okies. after kpool, we went tuh coffeebean chit chat
becomin a trend liaos.
hehes!
after dat met sl and jj.
went tuh play billiard wif dem and wt.
erhh. quite fun.
cos mie and sl won.
heex
i gort contribute tuh da points de ok!
x)
smiles

okies,,
i dunch noe wart else tuh say about him
and im surprised its him aniway.
i always thot it wasnt him.
im still crazy

10:53 PM
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i saw dem yesterday.
nth was in my mind.
except why.
why did i nort cherish everything.
why i choose tuh leave dat game.
dat game dat became serious.
i hate myself forhh dat.

reached home at 1am ytd.
came home in elvin's car. nyce car x)
then slept.
woke up by yx's fone call.
shit, i was fucking late. =/
but nvm.
da van was always later than mie.
went tuh work as normal.
last day orf work. =))
ronald bought us some snacks after everything.
he still say 'xinyi, chi yi ge lah! bu yao sheng qi le'
i was.. abit stun. but.. aiyahs. dono wart tuh say.
then i just ate da snacks.
cos its lyk, we haven been talking forhh sho long. and its obvious dat IM ANGRY at him.
then tuhday before we left, he bought us da snacks.
come tuh tynk orf it. i felt quite bad. =/
but hais,, suan lerhs. we aint gonna see him animore.

guna and shah followed us down. tuh discuss about da bike
then we bade farewell there.
quite.. how tuh say.. quite sad tuh leave. but at da same tym. i was feeling glad.
-.-
im crazy.

walked all da way tuh qy's hse.
then played wif our pdas.
then walked hm wif yx.
later gonna go out again.
:)

i opened my inbox.
one new testi from karen.
then saw da bulletin.
When you are together withthat specialsomeone,you pretend to ignore that person. Butwhen thatspecial someone is not around, youmight lookaround to find them. At that moment, youare inlove. Although there is someone elsewho alwaysmakes you laugh, your eyes and attentionmightgo only to that special someone. Then,you are inlove. Although that special someone wassupposed to have called you long back,to let youknow of their safe arrival, your phone isquiet. Youare desperately waiting for the call! Atthatmoment, you are in love. If you are muchmoreexcited for one short e- mail from thatspecialsomeone than other many long e-mails,you are inlove. When you find yourself as one whocannoterase all the messages in your answeringmachinebecause of one message from thatspecialsomeone, you are in love. When you geta coupleof free movie tickets, you would nothesitate tothink of that special someone. Then, youare inlove. You keep telling yourself, "thatspecialsomeone is just a friend", but you realizethat youcan not avoid that person's specialattraction. Atthat moment, you are in love. While youarereading this page, if someone appears inyourmind, then u are in love with that person.***copydis n paste in2 ur bulletin board...if u dunu wil havbad luck in ur luv life***

then was lyk. SHIT
i read da last lyne.
While youarereading this page, if someone appears inyourmind, then u are in love with that person.
y did i tynk orf him
i shouldnt haf.
cos i was da one who chose tuh left.
i shouldnt look back now.
but everything gone haywired.
i cant control my emotions.
i hate myself.

aniway, he's nort who u all have been tynking. he's just someone.. someone i cant name.

3:51 PM
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went tuh work as normal.
tuhday was fun.
x)
took many pics and videos.
hahas!
im lazee tuh blog.
=/
bye!

6:42 PM
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shit.
i did it again.
i drank.
at becca's hse
but dis tym all orf us drank.
quite alot.
i drink until ... aiyohh. dono how tuh describe.
-.-
played those games.
lols. then i keep helping them tuh gulp down their glass orf beer.
-.-
fun though
we bot 7 big bottles orf carlsberg
drink until mad.
lol
lucky after dat xihong send mie home on his bike again.
thanx kor!

11:12 PM
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work.
sucks again!
si ronald.
split us up!
but in da end we get back tuhgether again!
hahas.

then went tuh sec skoos.
mie and gavin paired.
:))
hongkah sec no good
greenridge sec teachers no good.
but greenridge students rawkks!
esp dis malay guy!
haahs!,, keep helping us tuh do dis do dat.
somemore ish he volnuteer de.
nyce boy!
heehs.

then after dat mie and gavin met up wif liangjie and becca in kassan's van.
then we xcept liangjie went tuh becca's hse first.
then i bathed
then liangjie came over
then we had dinner.
supposed tuh go causeway for muvee
but cant make it on tym
sho we ended up in kpool.
lols
then we go coffeebean sit down there and chat.
haahs.
then i waited forhh xihong tuh walk mie hm.
then walked hm lerh.
then jiu lydat norhs.
getting tired
x)
nytes pple.

11:57 PM
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hmms,
tuhday aint a good one.
in da morning, ronald called forh a stupid lame 'meeting'
he sumhow apologised to us forhh wart happened on friday in front orf everybody
but i tynk it aint gonna help muchh.

wen tuh cck sec
then tuh kranji sec
pissed off by kranji npcc
insulted them
felt bad about it too.
but hu askk dem! bu ting hua!

aniway reached hm.. sho slpy.
watched tv, kinda fell aslp.
=x
then woke up by yx de call.
sho watched tv. use com. bathe.
then jiu go yx hse lerh.
qy and gavin alsho there.
then as usual, slack and crap norhs.
then came hm lerhs.

tmr going tuh da movies tuh slack after work.
hahas.
cos tuesday ish muvee day.
x)
but no munney!
sadd

10:57 PM
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went tuh gavin's hse.
watched i do i do.
hahas. some parts funny nia. >.<
then ate dinner at his place.
then.. rotted
use his laptop.
then played playstation.
pool
i keep losingg.
but doesnt matter, as long as i don lose pool at kpool =x
wahahahhas.

okies.
walkked home wif yx.
listened tuh ai wo bie zou.
then talk talk talk.
then sheeeshhh! nawting.
im boredd
xihongg stomachache! cant pei wo go downstairs. haish!
bu yao jin.
tmr gort workk.

gonna write da proposal later i tynkk.
x)

10:22 PM
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ytd drinkingg,, kool?

3:33 PM
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i slept with a heavy heart ytd nyte..
i held my hp tuh sleep.
then i felt vibration.. 1 new message.
phew~

today supposed to go gym, then go swimming de.
((:
but dono why when i woke up.. don feel lyk going lerhh.
gort headachee!
must be because orf ytd. hmms.
then yx say go watch vcds norhhs.
hahas.. sho ok lo.
later going tuh gavin house watchh!
then dinner at his place!
im gonna finish all da curry gavin.. >.<
wahahhahas. make sure ur mom cook delicious meal. if u nort u gif mie $5o ..
cos im broke.
even ytd de beer ish pple treat mie de. LOL
lucky we played loser punch ytd! wahahahhahas.
out orf 9 rounds, i onlie payed for 2 rounds. HAHA
was sho proud orf myself k.
=x

ermms. gonna try to ask munny from mommy =x
im going to have a loan from her.
x)
if nort next week at sungei kadut, mie and yx will starve.
hahas.

SK gang rawkks!

10:27 AM
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went out wif yx qy gavin and yeeleng after work.
ate suki sushi
had fun
played pool

then me and yx went drinking.
im sorry i did dat again.
then i learnt about something else.

im sad ok!
im angry ok!
and i have no other comments

xihong sent mie home on his bike after dat.
thanks bro.

9:38 PM
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first was workk!
i CRIED.
cos orf dat STUPID KUKU RONALD!
I HATE HIM
nono
WE HATE HIM
lucky becca saved mie!
>.<
yx still eencouraged mie tuh fight with him
hahas.
then qy alshoo. keep complaining about ronald.
hahas.
qy: dunchh feel bad hors. >.< yx told mie u felt bad. cos u asked us tuh work, but in da end we were lyk suffering. cheer up tuhh gal :))

ok lahh!
aniway.
after work went tuh da movies wif hongyu
da pacifier.
NYCE show.
x)
5 stars =))
hehhs.

nytes pple
=x

10:45 PM
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im cruel.
perhaps..
but i dunch care.
((:























we had joy
we had fun
we had seasons in da sun!~






















sungei kadut rawkks.!

10:47 PM
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gonna be a long entry.
:))
first talkk about ytd. ytd was fun x)

ytd after workk, mie andd gavin went tuh becca's house first.
her house rawkks. esp her room. full orf snacks!
LOL
okies, after a while yongxuan qiaoyuan andd cfc came tuhh!
then becca's mommie cook forhh us.
delicious meal. yummy!
then we played da piano.
o.0
then we went outtt! watchh muveeee!!! >.<
but before dat i bot da contact lenses from sian.
$158. heex :))
hehes. met sockz
then we go take neoprints.
after dat, watch muvee. we late by a few mins bahhs i tynkk.
watched sahara =))
pretty nyce film i tynkk, though dunch reallie understand da front part =x
lucky becca beside mie nia.. then keep explaining tuh mie. wahhahahax
x)
after movie, already 11.15pm liaos.
we went pool awhile.. jiu go home lerhs
=))

as forhh tuhday,,
went tuh sp in da morning. hafta complete da enrolment mahhx.
at home i sho kancheong. cos running late. then i still gort documents haven let my daddy sign!
hafta rush tuh sp there de busstop tuh meet my dad. cos he drive bus 74. =x if lucky can meet him =))
but by da tym reach dover, already quite late liaos. then i walk sho fast, i scared late forhh da enrolment mahhs.
then i walk tuh da escalator, stepped on it.
SHIT, wrong escalator, dat escalator ish for going up derhh. i am going DOWN.
then i sitll dono warts happening. i still stare at da escalator awhile -.-
malu sehhx. =x
aniway. i missed my dad's bus by a few mins.
:((
then he say hafta wait till he go forh another round. at 11am.
terribly late liaos, my enrolment ish 1o.3o!
then suddenly, stomachache!
damn sia. when its nort ur day.. everything dun run smooth =/
hmph!
aniway. i waited forhh my dad at da busstop. then decide tuh look thru da sp enrolment guide.
then SHIT again! discovered i forget tuh bring out my o level results slip!
sho i quickly called home tuh tell my mummie. then she askk my bro tuh bring out forhh mie. hahas.

okok. finally by 11.45 lydat. gort everything wif mie lerhh.
went thru da enrolment procedures. nawting went wrong. phew~
then tuh da part where they keep asking whether wan join dis camp join dat camp norts. make mie abit paisehz alsho!
cos its lyk, im ALL ALONE there.. no ren shi de ppl. then of cos wun talkk mahx. shy alsho marhhhs. =x
then this year 2 guy from DPFM alsho, askk mie tuh introduce myself tuh a group orf lyk 5 peepz,, then i paiseh paiseh dunch dare tuh talkk.. then dat guy keep urging miee! >.< make mie more paisehz.
then hafta move through SHO MANY stations. and each stations they askk mie tuh join diff camps.
and EACH stations they comment on y i nvr talkk.
of corse nvr talkk lahh. mie alone in a foreign skoo. =x how tuh talk. wan tuh talk alsho don dare tuh talkk. =/
aniway. gort another guy pei mie go tuh da atm machine in da campus tuh withdraw munney. cos i dunch haf cash tuh pay forhh da camps. then on da way. saw DANIEL SIM! >.< he shout my name sho loud! then i look at him,, and smile =)) then he askk mie whether im xinyi norts. LOL then i say no. =x then he say "sorry wrong person" LOL. then he walkk off. laughing =/
idiot sia. hehhs.
okays. tynkk dats about it forhh da enrolment thingy.

went tuh work after dat
tuh new town sec.
took a cab there.
team wif ah neo~ dis tym.
cos gavin sick!! cant come out tuh sec skoos.
aniway, nort bad lahh.
heex

after work went tuh lot 1. find sock sian. tuh get da free box orf contact lenses. lols.
then met weitiong. go pool awhile. played 3 rds. lose 2 rounds. abit sadded. =/
QUITE long nvr play pool le bahhs.
aniway, nvm.
went tuh mrt station tuh wait forhh charborr.
then saw DAT year 2 guy from DPFM again.! hehes. he still rmb mie. nort bad nort bad. lols.
keep saying wart i haf loadsa presentations tuh do next tym derhh, sho must learn tuh speak more! LOL . heys! im best in speaking k. cos i've loadsa craps x)
then met charborr and siyan.
passed charborr her stuffs.
then we walked home tuhgether
hehes.
then jiu reach home le lo.
bathe liaos. guai ah? =x
hehes.

beri tired lerhh. wanna sleep
nytes
=x

9:30 PM
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tuhday arhh, woke up at 8:3oam.
cos tuhday took morning leave.
((:
went tuh standard chartered bankk at jurong tuh pay my poly skoo fees.
then arhh, at jurong east mrt interchange there,, gort dis guy. call peter =/ come andd stop mie. ish those tynkk insurance agent lai derhhs.
then talkk sho muchh crap tuh mie.! askk mie study wart poly bla bla bla. >.<
then get my name, email add, andd hp no. then say will contact mie about insurance thingy. -.-
lols,, weird guy.

okies. reachh da bank.. procedures beri fastt.
then jiu finish everything lerhhs.
took train tuh yewtee.
walkedd tuh da camp there. i dunch noe warts dat road call. but its da one.. leading tuh sungei kadut road.
waited forhh cab ..
wait and waitt.
=/
wait forhh sho long.!
then wait dao liaos.
i forget da address i going ish 41 sungei kadut loop.
i forget da number!!!
i onlie rmb sungei kadut loop.
hahas. then i tell da driver.. see LLP pte ltd jiu correct lerhhs
then dat uncle jiu drive freaking slow,, cos must read all da company names we past by. hehhs.

then reach liaos,, go toilet =x
then jiu go in crap wif reBECCA. =/
nvr work.
:))
hehhs. discovered we gort alort tuh crap about.
okies. then dey all left forhh sec skoos. i onlie need tuh go during session 2. cos session 1 gort no skoo. -.-
sho i alsho stay back in warehouse. tuhgether wif qy,, yx,, ronald,, andd wenfong.
then work awhile. makan lunch.
then mie and ronald hafta leave liaos.
took cab tuh chinese high,, hwa chong institution
da skoo,, nort bad larhh.
nyce! BIG!
but da students aint good ehh.
i din scold them ((:
i SHOUTED at them.
sho wart de lo.
hmph!
but when i shout, my heart thump thump thump.. fast andd faster.!
>.<
i nervous de lehhs.
act brave nia
=x

kassan came early tuh fetch us tuhday.
then gavin was wif him.
hahas.
gavin come help us abit.
sho dat we could leave earlie.
then kassan drive mie and gavin tuh yewtee.
i see gavin eat dinner.
then went home after dat.

bathe, online.
here i am.
no mood``

bye
nytes

7:44 PM
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hmms. din blog ytd. cos was out all day.
went tuh work in da morning. sho tired.! >.< then afternn went tuh my cousin's house. had fun. talkked and crapped.
then met sockz at lot 1. went forhh da acuvue contact lenses trial. -.- but i tynkk i still wan soflens. =xx
okies. then took bus tuh weisin's house. ate a slice orf pizza. =/ talkk awhile forhh lyk 1o mins. hahs. then i went tuh keong's grandma de wake again. cos dis tym my dad there mahhx. =))
then accompany keong tuh go take things from sockz. then keong went backk. sockz pei mie wait forhh bus.
cos i going backk lot 1 tuh watch midnyte muvee.
samara! lols.
watched wif my cousins andd brudders.
before dat we go arcade play first.
hehhs.
da muvee nort bad bahhs i tynkk. =))
consider nyce.
after da muvee we sat outside 7-11 there talkk talkk. from 1.3o tuh 3am. hehhs.
loadsa crapps.
then i getting tired =/ wanna go home sleep.
hehhs.

as forhh tuhday lehhs. woke up at 1pm. LOL beri tired mahhx.
then went tuh cemetry in da evening.
always hated going there. but dis tym better, cos we went in da evening mahhs. quite breezy. LOL
after dat went tuh sunshine place forhh dinner.
da duck rice sucks. =x
okie, then now backk home. going tuh bathe lerhs.
nytes peepz.``

8:54 PM
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went tuh work as normal tuhday. but met rebecca onlie. then we bot waffles. hehhs. then bla bla bla. warehouse work was tiring. =/

supposed tuh go tuh da sec skoos wif ronald. -.- abit sian already.
then we argue argue argue. in da end i pair up wif rebecca. wahahhax. then ronald wif liangjie. =/ lols. then da other 2 permanent aunties one team. all havoc already. wenfong nort here, we anihow change team. though ronald abit reluctant tuh =/

okies. took kassan van again. mie and rebecca went tuh guangyang sec skoo first. da skoo abit rundown. =/ hehhs. we ate lunch in dat skoo. then proceed wif da uniform equipping. 2pm jiu finish lerh. fast eh? hehes.

then went tuh raffles institution. great skoo. rich skoo. perfect place forhh studying. but da discipline sucks. da npcc sec 1s wont listen tuh instructions. =/ i scold and scold. scold until throat beri dry. argghhhs. angry.

but had a great day wif rebecca. talkkedd about mani things. hehhs.

erhhs. then kassan came and sent mie back. went tuh look forhh guna first. at his house there. he kuku sia =/ lols. then kassan sent mie tuhh sockkz de house. wahhahahax. nice eh.

then ate abit at sockz house. sockz mama andd sockz ahma force mie tuh eat derhhs! bad bad. hehes. but buay pai larhh. sockz house sorta lyk my house. =x

then we walkked tuh keong's grandma de wake. then talk talk tuh him awhile. then weisin came. then ate peanuts -.- then mie and sockz walked tuh cck. hehhs. wanna go da royal sporting house. cos tuhday gort 5o% off all items. cool rytes? but da items almost all 'snatched' finish by typical singaporeans lerhs. kiasu, yea.. dats da word. then mie and sockz go inside lot 1 da royal sporting house. erhhs. inside there de ish 2o% off nia. but better than nawtingg. lols. we bot da same slippers. cheap cheap larhh. $1o.1o =)) aniway,, met sockz de cousin alsho. hehhs.

then went home,, i waited forhh mommie tuh walk home tuhgether. then reachedd home lerhs,, eat abit. bathe. use com. now. =)

tmr gort work. until 1pm. then perhaps going tuh my cousin's house. lols. cos another cousin ish going. then dis cousin askk mie tuh go, sho we can li siao another cousin tuhgether. confusing? nvm. =)

nytes``

;sockkz,,
hiya gurl, =)) hehhs. now we in different skoo lerhs. u in innova jc,, i in singapore poly. guess when kai xue dat tym we will haf lesser tym tuhgether lerhs. now i working,, u studyingg.. we already spending lesser andd lesser tym tuhgether liaos. now onlie weekends go out. =/ sumtyms u finish skoo i go findd u. haahs. ya gurl,, must remember dat my house ish open 24/7 forhh you. lols. next tym fridays come my house ton arhh. then other fridays i go ur house ton. orkayys. >.< muacks.

11:31 PM
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damnn, sho fucking pissed off by dis call.
just now gort one call looking for my dad derhs.
caller: ni ba ba?
mie: huh?
caller: ni ba ba?
mie: huh?
caller: ni ba ba?
mie: ta bu zai..
caller: zuo gong ah?
mie: ah!
then dat fucking caller just hang up.
damn her man. dunno how tuh ask "ni ba ba zai jia ma?"
keep asking " ni ba ba, ni ba ba "
my father, yar my father.. my father so wart?
then when i say "ah!" she dunno how tuh say thanks or wart de sia. damn her. at least say "ok" mahhhx. just hang up on mie lydat.! somemore da more frustrating part is i WAS playing da piano when she call. then i hafta stop my piece just tuh pick up her rude call. arghs.! she sucks. cb

okies. nth much tuhday. work as usual. in da warehouse earlie in da morning. damn tired, hot and stuffy. =/

then went out tuh secondary skoos in da afternn. took kassan's van. yayness`
lols.
aniway. went tuh ang mo kio sec [i tynk] and cedar girls' skoo
nort bad. hehes. cedar girls' skoo still treat us drink chrysanthemum. lols

okie. on our way back tuh choachukang. something real stupid happen.
i was lyk curious where da 'horn' was in da van. but at dat tym i couldnt recall dat word ' horn '
sho i just asked kassan, " eh,, where's da 'por por'?" then sorta lyk use my hands tuh make da action of pressing da horn on da steering wheel.
then dat guna arhhh.! fankk him. keep laughing at mie. asked mie warts my highest qualification. then keep using it tuh make more jokes. say wart da lorry in front drive beri slow, cos da driver nvr step on da ' vroooooooom' -.-
but aniway. he made all of us, mie kassan rebecca and himself, laugh non-stop in da van forhh lyk 15 mins, until all my tears kanna squeezed out. lols.

fun day actuallie. =x

kassan sent mie tuh yewtee. then met gavin. then haf dinner at yew tee foodcourt. saw da bball boys. they lost it. =/
then saw mdm zhangyun, chatted wif her. wahhahahax. hehhs.
okie bahhs.
cha bu duo lerhhs.

go bathe liaos.
im tired`

7:15 PM
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tuhday wear until beri sui bian tuh work. 3 quarters and tee norhs.
heck larh.
=x
then work at warehouse. beri hot. =/
then went over tuh da skoos.
tuhday ish yishun town sec and duno wart.
lols =/ i forget againn.
i always forget one.
=xx

erhhs, still ok larhhs.
found another side orf kassan.
he beri funny, talkative.. and.. jiao.
LOL
ok lahh. he beri cute.
keep making mie laughh.
but he's a bad driver, definitely

okies.
practised piano when i gort home.
im almost tired.
gonna sleep soon.
haven gort enough sleep these few days.
=x
tmr gonna wear shorts tuh work.
dats wart they say.
x)

9:38 PM
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went tuh warehouse in da morning.
was just lyk a family. hehes.
had fun.. >.<

then mie and zhiwen went over tuh da skoos
erhh.
still ok.
northland and maris stella.
abit lazee tuh blog lerhs
x)

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9:21 PM
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have decided tuh stop being childish -.=
im definitely being VERY
i guess so.

erhhs, tuhday ahh. earlie morning went tuh da medical checkup wif yx.
eeeyerr,, dat doctor fei li wo.
=xx
aniway.. dats nort da point.
hahas.
da checkup sucks. =x
color test,
eye test,
urine test.
hehhs.
we saw one boy hor. his urine gort problem.
=xx LOL
reallie lor,, his dat paper.. erhhs. wart paper ish dat call. aiyahs,, beri long nvr touch chem.. forget dat name lerhhs. =/ his dat paper turn blue color. =xx
hao ke lian.
erhhs, then we go inside da room. da doctor touch here touch there.!
-.-
=/
then ask us go tuh da radiological centre for x ray.
andd erhh. dat xray sucks tuhh x)

after dat met yx de mom.
went tuh standard chartered de bank, then they pay forh yx de poly fees.
then.. mie and yx go kpool
he teached mie play billiard. i win him! x) win .. i tynk ard 2o pt bahs.
then after dat we played pool. 8feet. 3 rounds tuh determine winner.
wahahhaahx. i win again =xx
sorry ahh. wo abit hao lian. =x
LOL
erhh. then after dat rushed tuh work norhs.
meet emil at evergreen sec.
lucky i reached there JUST on tym
hehhs.
emil.. nort bad larhh.
=/
after evergreen sec, we took cab tuh.. presbyterian high.
dat skoo sucks.
=x
lols.. everything sucks tuhday
x)

then waited for van. dat kassan arhh. take sho long. =
we waited forhh 45 mins.
then yx gavin rebecca all in da van alsho, lols.
then we went tuh yewtee.
mie yx and gavin went tuh weisin hse there makan
beri full.
then jiu took 3o2 home lerhs

tmr gonna go warehouse in da morning.
then afternn go secondary skoos again.
tmr ishh. at sungei kadut bahs.
hmms hao lerhs. go bathe liaos.
-g0n3-

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I just happen to appear offline in msn. I don't want anybody to talk to me at this moment. Because I got that feeling I had months ago. That feeling - I never want to have it in my entire life. The feeling of hopeless, the feeling of loneliness, the feeling of heartbreak. And it was you, yes.. you again. Why you? I don't know. But you, you caused that indescribable feeling of love, and yet again, that feeling of hatred. You sucks by the way.

When i'm sick, all i yearn for is some care and concern from you. But you never ask. During that very crucial period when i needed you most, you simply left me alone. Even my father guessed it was you. That period, was most unmanageable. But you just left, you walked away proudly, thinking you've made the right choice. We had secrets to hide. I never reveal. Not to any of my closest friends. You did things without thinking of people's feelings. You, sucks to the core.

bwahhs; im crazee.
im just mad.
im just.. trying to do something silly.
im just trying to hate him.
im just trying to..
but i guess, i'll never succeed.

11:20 PM
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some things just sho funny eh?
life ish cruel..

Some things can never be just the same again. Be it feelings or emotions, it changes all the time. I always thought we could just be like friends - friends who share secrets, but i guess it was hard. I promised you once, that i wouldn't keep anything from you. I broke that promise. Promises to you were especially hard to keep. Many things you chose not to believe in me, many things u rather listen to others. I tried telling you some feelings i had, some problems i met, hoping to get some encouragement or consolation from you. But all i get, is the blames and the faults. You always think you were right, and didnt bother to listen to any other explanations. You are someone, definitely not worth to be cherished. But things never go the way we like. My heart melts, i felt like burning, you are still.. all that i want.

8:16 PM
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quite some tym since i last blog =/
well, as usual.. i was sick again -.-
din go tuh work on friday.
was having damn high fever dat nyte before. 39.7 degrees. -.-
went tuh da clinic at 1.3o am. $7o. expensive eh?

then friday was usual. rotted.
wenfong called tuh ask how am i. ronald called tuhh -.-
danggs, was actually feeling better already.
saturday.. nth much either. =/
then sunday.. tuhday =x erhhs. yea.. same thing.
except forh dat big huge lump on my lower lip.
should avoid going out now, cos dat lump is lyk a tumour. ugly.
wonder when will it disappear.
and erhh. yarhh. da whitish lump growing in my throat hurts badly tuhday.
its lyk.. sharp piercing pain? dat i've tuh grab my throat tuh ease da pain.
drinking water absolutely doesnt help.
even drinking water hurts my throat.
dang mie.
i must have done something tuh receive such punishment.
hate lyfe =/

brudders and mommie went tuh lot 1 tuh see cyndi~
dangs. cant go. cos i dowan pple tuh see dat huge lump on my lip. =/
it sucks btw.
awww, gonna miss dat pretty cute girl =x
lalalas~

tmr gort work. havin a new leader for this 2 days. emil ish his name i guess -.-
ronald took leave, he's in hongkong =/
and left ME wif dis emil.
bwahhs.
hope he aint strict or wart. cos im sure i definitely wun get well by tmr.
lyfe sucks.

3:47 PM
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hehes,, second day at workk. =/ quite good tuhday. =p

first stop was st hilda's sec.. da skoo was lyk.. quite nice. but da facilities in da classroom sarkks. =x lols.
den hafta go over tuh da second secondary skoo.
we were late already. then when da van come.. surprise surprise.. yx and rebecca in da van alsho.
hahas. they alsho late for da next skoo. x)

hmms. our next stop ishh bedok view sec.. da students there arhh. wahhs. no good no good. =/
must scold them one sia. mess up all my blouses. hmph!

aniwayy. after dat da van send us tuh cck. then mie and gavin go eat teppanyaki x) beri full.

lols. okie lerhh

wan go bathe liaos.

x)

7:58 PM
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ytd went tuh work.
met gavin late,, but reached da destination earlie x)
was at ping yi sec.
... da skoo was lyk.. wart da hell -.-
tables full orf dustt,, table legs detachedd from da table top -.-
da npcc room was.. sho small andd stuffy. everywhere gort dust. =/
unity is definitely 1oo tyms better.
hurray forhh nathan =xx
okayys,, arranged all da blouses skirts berets belts shoes..
then ask da girls come try da uniforms.
gavin in charge orf boys. =/
then da girls sho picky picky sia. hai dao wo sorta scold them -.-
hmph!
waste wo de tym.
cos its lyk.. they first batch orf da girls tuh come in tuh try the uniforms.. then took suchh a longg tym liaos. arghhhs.
aniwayy. ronald,, our team leader treat us drink water. muahahahhs. he's a good and funny guy actually. say wart next tym we bring poker cards come play. LOL

okies,, then we packed up everythingg.
lucky ronald ish those beri gentleman type derhhs.
let mie carry sho lil things nia. lols.
then helped mie take alort orf things.
wo sheng bing liao orkays.
then da things sho heavy sia..
muahahhas, but in da end i took onlie 3 shoe boxes =xx
da van came and send us tuh da next skool. temasek sec

temasek alort more better than ping yi.
but unity still da best =xx
temasek horr. lyk hotel liddat. drive in from da carpark.. there's a fountain rite in da middle. lols.
cool eh?
then da stairs ish those type orf swindle stairs.
but one things ishh,, da tables horr. lyk use for dunno how many years liaos. abit sticky then full rof vandalisms derhhs. worse than unity. unity de nort call vandalisms,, ish public display orf art interest =xx

wahahhas, okies. we did da same thing for temasek sec.. arranged all da things then let da npcc cadets come try da uniforms. =/

hmms,, then after dat jiu wait forh van come again. then met yx at bedok. ate dinner. lols. gort dis ulu ulu de cinema. muahahhas. damn ulu. actually mie and gavin yao watch muvee derhhs. but dat kuku yx bu yao. hmph!

reached home lerhs. hao sian. bathe.. listen tuh si xing bu gai dunno how mani tyms. lalalas~ i noe how tuh sing lerhhs. =x translate until wo cant take it sia. lols. aniway. fell asleep beri fast. beri tired mahs.

=x

okie liaos.

gtg work lerhhs.

tuhday first skoo ish st hilda's.. at tampines. damn it. sho far away. wait till one day i get kranji sec! hmph!

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muahahhahas, backie. just now went out wif yx tuh watch movie. watched ms congeniality.. cos dunch haf ani more nice shows. im about tuh finish all "now showing" at lot 1 cinemas lerh -.- erhhs. daryl come tuh meet us after da movie. then played pool. then weitiong came. then kahcheong junjie and sianglung came.

i always hate playing pool in a bad mood. =/ when we were about tuh leave,, i gort sho fed up. =/ i mean.. nort sho fed up.. but abit pissed. then threw da cue on da pool table. >.< hmph!

aniwayys, reached home lerhs. discovered dis webbie. great for downloading music scores. but tuhh baddd. cant unzip da files. -.- sad si lerhhs. muahahhahas. lucky gort people willing tuh help wo. xie xie ni ! >.<

hmms, hope da webmaster can kuai dian upload [tong hua] de scores inside. then can teach char borr lerhhs. =/ bwahhs,, still hafta teach yongxuan [yu jian].. no tym tuh teach sia.. then still must teach sockz [canon in d] wahahahhahs. ehhs, people.. i charging 1 lesson $5o okie? =xx

hmms. gortto go bathe liaos. hope tmr can start working =/ hao sian. i should quit spending money. i should stop watching muvees in cinemas.

expensive =x

9:20 PM
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bwahhs,, upload some pics first. =/ >.< alort mie and sockk de pics. lols. taken at sentosa


smile =]]


laughhs,, yk looks funny hurr?


mie and sockkz.


mie and sockkz .. ZOOM


lalalas~


rainbow,, nort beri clear,, but still can see a lil rite? hongyu,,! wo post dis pic for eu tuh see de leh. >.<

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alort tuh blog. =/

1/4/o5
came home after kbox and suki lerh,,
went out in da nyte again tuh meet mingyang play pool
lalalas~
had some pretty good games bah.
then walked tuh charborr de house,,
tuh get my keys. lols.
she steal my keys. =xx
hmms, then met yx sockz yeeleng and jinnyang [sockz de didi] at charborr house downstairs.
we chatted forh some tym. gort my keys lerhh,
then they all come my house ton,,
supposedly go sockz house ton derhh.
but in da endd they all wan come my house ton -.-
then jiu sui bian lorhs.

erhh, we watched vcds,,
gort this beri lame de ghost show. -.-
damn lame -.- watched until wanna sleep
jinnyang first one tuh sleep. lols.
then yeeleng.
then mie sockz and yx go eat cupnoodles.
then after that we watched another vcd,, taxi 2
then sockz sleep lerhh, then followed by yx.
lalalas~
wo survivor. =x
slept at 5.15am.
then 5.45am woke up again.
must askk yx tuh send jinnyang home.
but in da end,, kuku yx tuhh tired,, dunch wanna send him home.
sho askk yeeleng send him home
lols.
they rode bicycles back home
then yeeleng jiu come back lerhs.
yx and yeeleng go yx de house chong liang.
then sockz stay at my house chong liang.

2/4/o5
lalalas~
wait for yx and yeeleng come back tuh my house lerh,
then we set off for sentosa
lols. y2k dis tym nvr late worhh. surprise surprise. =xx
we went tuh foodfair forh breakfast.
onli y2k and yx ate.
mie and sockz go bakery buy bread and sweet talk de drink.
=/
arhhhh,, then we went tuh jurong meet their chingay frens.
reached harbourfront lerhh,, but raining.
sho we go inside harbourfront de shopping mall wait.
then played truth or dare,, or rather.. dare or dare. -.-
abit siann siann.
mie and sockz do da dare tuhgether.
go da furniture shop there andd ask whether can bring da sofa home,, then return next day norts -.-
okies. tt was done successfully actually.

erhh okie. went inside sentosa by cab
beri cold there.
was shivering even before we enter da water.
was still drizzling when we played in da water
we played at palawan beach.
gort da big big yellow color float.
at first all orf us sat on da float. then stood up tuhgether.
art orf balancing ya? =x
quite fun actually.
then they started pushing each other intuh da water. -.-
lucky wo hui swim. =xx

erhh, all of them went tuh play frisbee on da beach.
left mie and sockz. we stay inside da water.
then wo teached sockz how tuh float backwards. =/
lols.
havin fun.
then we lie down on da float.
if at nyte jiu hao shuangg, can see starrrrs =x
hmms,,
after awhile, some orf them alsho come join us on da float.
then keep pushing each other intuh da water. muahahahhas. =/

okies. dat was palawan beach.
we made our way tuh siloso beach after dat.
yx sockz yeeleng and y2k wanted tuh play kayaking. x)
but i dunch wanna play.
sho i helped them take photos.
hahas. i hold da digital cam and went inside da water.
then suddenly gort wave come. -.-
haf tuh save da cam. but my towel dropped inside da water.
hao sad ahh. =/
but bu yao jin,, cos wo retrieve back liaos. x)
luckily da cam nvr touch dao water.
hehes.
took quite alort orf pics orf them kayaking.
hmms, then i dunch wanna return tuh da place da chingay frens were.
sho i stayed at da bridge there alone.
then muahahhahas, zi lian. took pics orf myself. took one or 2 nia
=x
abit lonely ehh? cos sit down there alone. =/
but i beri happy lerhhs, cos nvr tynkk orf da past. nort at all ya? =x

hahas, after their kayaking. we bury yeeleng in da sand.
sho dirty.. aiyohh,
then we sill create breast forhh yeeleng using da sand. -.-
he gort figure sehhx =x

hmms, after dat mie and sockz jiu go bathe.
yayness.
finally can bathe
=/
bathe hao hao lerhh, we go watched musical fountain.
while da rest orf da chingay frens go create surprise forh yeeleng.
i saw rainbow there =x
quite nice. x)
aniwayy, da musical fountain.. was... boring.
we watched it dono how many tyms lerhh -.-
all orf us there watching da musical fountain either slept, or nearly fall asleep
y2k slept, eugene slept, yx slept, sockz nearlie slept, i nearlie slept, andd i tynk yeeleng nearlie slept tuhh. =/
then we keep hearing da tourist "whoahhh" "wowww" "whooo"
-.-
sua ku =X

okays, finally musical fountain ended
went back tuh siloso beach.
they had a pizza wif candles on it for yeeleng.
then sang happy bdae.
then ate da pizza
=/
tynkk they drew something on da beach.. or rather.. on da sand for yeeleng.
i was tuhh lazy tuh go see wart they drew
lols

aniwayy, went back tuh harbourfront after dat.
some orf them went tuh da coffeeshop tuh eat.
mie yx and sockz took train tuh jurong east
then yx father send us home from there.
reached home lerh..
xihong come my house take his bike.
he laugh at wo de pimple!!! >.<
nvm,, wo fogive ni!
slept at dono wart tym after dat..

3/4/o5
slept soundly.
until my watch de alarm ring.
1.3o pm lerhhh!
pack bag,, tym for dismissal =xx
hehes,, wah lau.. i sleep sho long ehh?
all da way tuh 1.3opm.
must be because orf da previous nyte sia. slept for 3o kuku minutes nia. =/
sho ke lian.
muahahhas.
aniway, woke up lerhh.
ate breakfast wif lunch tuhgether
roti prata and beehoon.
but i din finish da beehoon.
left alort.
=p
aniway,, doesnt matter.
later going out wif my family tuh dono where makan.
=/
every sunday ish family day x)
lalalas~

should stop blogging lerhh,
update da pics orf sentosa next tym.
onli haf some pics in my hp. more orf da kayaking de in yx de digital cam.
sho i tynk i update next tym bahs.
-g0n3-

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bwahhs;
tuhday was april fool day
-.-
a beri lame day
decided tuh send some beri lame smses tuh some people
-.-
maybe i was tuhh fake.
or maybe they remembered da day tuhday
they all laughed at mie -.-
!!!
okies..

went tuh kbox in da morning. k lunch. sang songs. eat oily oily fried rice. stinky fish. unpeeled oranges. ice lemon tea x)

then went tuh kpool. play play play. then they all dunch wanna play lerh. -.-

then go arcade.
play play play. play the tic tiac tic tiac game -.- siann.

then go suki sushi. buffet. eat eat eat. had quite alort orf fun there. was pretty full. they forced me eat da salmon. yuckks. =/ aniway,, i spat it out. =p

okies,, then went home =/ did nothing.

they went tuh sockz house ton. i din go. daddie dunch allow. bwahhs. nvm. tmr then go sentosa. x)

muahahhahhahhas.

-g0n3-

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