Memorified Moments

Saturday, March 25, 2006

<3 kent *

its 1.58am already, but im still not sleeping yet. im trying to patch maple. haha. eons ago since i last played. and since i've got nth to do, why not play maple?! lalala~

kent is having a chalet at downtown (i supposed).

hope he's having fun.

i went to work just now. and was seriously starving. i brought only $2.50 to work. thats the only money im left with right now.

i thought, "ahh! $2.50, just nice for chicken rice"

when im having my break, i went to the foodcourt to buy chicken rice. then i saw the price.

"shit man. chicken rice also need $3.50"

i walked around. jialat. the cheapest is $3.00 -----> chicken porridge.

i dont hav enough money to buy. super super hungry. i went back to the staff room and called kent to complain and whine. sighh~ so broke.

oh ya. just now while observing my newly-bought fighting fish, i saw my black nail polish kent gave me. so i decided to paint my toenails black. but i was super lazy, so after painting the biggest nail, i gave up. heheheh. how lazy can i get. so now i only hav 1 nail painted out of 10.

*maple patch cant work for me. im re-downloading maple now. so sucky. 41% only.

hmmm. i may be broke. but i'll be a happy poor girl! xD MAOMAO! u must also be a happy poor girl hor? on good friday, we ask chengwei and mingyang to treat us k?! heehee!

1:59 AM
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

<3 kent *

today is Tuesday 21st. (its 12:18am now) should i say its Wednesday 22nd now?

if its wednesday, then oh my god. results will be released in 8 hours time!

if its tuesday, i hav one more day.

ahha! lame. -.-

>.<

ok lah, i woke up at 11am today morning. hav a meeting with alicia ZEE at 11am. so ~~(as usual)~~ i was late. but i hav more trouble waking up kent. we prepared and left home at 11.45am. by that time alicia already called me. so i was like freaking scared she'd scold me la. cos she's super fierce one.

on the way there, i realised i havent come out with the committee list she had asked me to. (shit) i know she'd feel that i wont be a good president cos
1) im late
2) i forgot about the committee list..

but things went nice. (:

we discussed quite alot of things and etc. hahaha! gonna be so fun already. (:

anyway, after the meeting, we went to weixiang house to play mahjong. super duper sad. cos i lost around 15 bucks. and kent lost around 9 bucks. =( then in the end we walked back to tampines interchange (cos no money take bus)

now i still owe weixiang 10 bucks. sigh!

play mahjong with gavin better. (cos can win money) HEEHEE! i didnt mean anything =x

hav to check my results 8 hours later. then hav to go to work. no work = no money. anyone got any other jobs to introduce? hee. i wan money.......

12:13 AM
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Monday, March 20, 2006

<3 kent *

oh right, i hav always wan to edit my profile (all the about me shit) in friendster. cos it super sounds like a twit. but im lazy. thats y my profile REMAINED the same. hell it.

BUT today is a special day.

FEEL that im a good girl today.

and i hope i will ALWAYS be so good.

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i cooked dinner for the whole family today. (:

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Kent: this is the best meal u've cooked so far
Daddy: fry de not bad
Mummy: (over the phone) WHAT INGREDIENTS DID U USED?

oh ya, forgot to say.. i cooked fried rice.
with luncheon meat, potato, green peas and prawns.
(i digged all this out from the fridge)

and.... erm.. i do admit the fried rice taste nice (: heehee!

ok. forget about the cooking part. i went to the fish shop today again. and i bought another cardinal tetra.. (did i mentioned the story of my tetras?) a shrimp and a net and some crystal-like stones.

i asked the uncle..

"UNCLE, SHRIMP HUI BU HUI EAT WO DE GOLDFISH?"

the uncle chuckled a lil and say "BU HUI LA"

so i told the uncle "GEI WO MOST HARDWORKING DE SHRIMP"

as u all know, shrimps eat decayed stuffs or leftover food.. so i wanted one to clean up the tiny particles in my tank of 10 goldfish. when i reached home, i put the shrimp into the tank. it took a walk around the tank.. and hid behind some plants! and it is still there. think it will hide there forever. wad a coward. afraid of 10 goldfish? shit that shrimp.

"UNCLE, NI DE SHRIMP SCARED OF FISH LEH!"

ridiculous.

ok. about the story of my cardinal tetras.
i bought 2 tetras home that day (i forgot which day)..
happily happily. yay! 2 more tetras! xD i put them so very carefully into the glass tank i decorated. placed it in my room. then i went to use the com with kent.
my mommy came home shortly after tt. and we showed her the new tetras. she saw it, and left my room.
as i was also about to leave my room. i noticed one of my tetras gone. there is only 1 tetra left in the tank!

so i asked kent,
"where's the tetra?"

being ~~non~~sensical, i looked and searched the tank. u know, perhaps it might just be hiding behind some plants.

then kent said,
"norh"*points to the floor*

POOR TETRA! ITS JUST MOVING HOUSE. WHY DID YOU HAV TO COMMIT SUICIDE?

sigh. how could it possibly jumped out of the tank? and the tank was on top of the shelf .. i must hav been a super painful death.

ever since that incident, the other tetra hasnt been eating the food i left for it. mommy gives loads of lame reasons:

1) it is sad its partner died.
2) it is sad cos u seperated it from its family.
3) it is sad cos its lonely.

ok fine. i bought that 3 reason. so i bought another tetra to accompany that lifeless one.

hope it will start eating some thing soon. =/

OH YA! i was supposed to be talking about being some good girl. ya, after editing my frenster profile later, im going to pack my room! xD

yippee! feel so proud of myself!

3 cheers for XINYI!
hip hip HURRAY!
hip HIP HURRAY!!
HIP HIP HURRAY!!!

9:45 PM
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<3 kent *

today is a super tired day,
i woke up at 9am in the morning.
i usually wake up at 12 plus pm
and i slept at 3am last night.

i went to collect my new passport with my parents and kent. then we went to chinatown for that crayfish horfun again. super delicious. we walked around after that and me and kent came home.

things hav been very weird.
between me and kent i mean
we hav been talking very little. (talking only when necessary)
when he came to my house last night, he was watching the tv while i bathed. after that we ate together.. but after that again, he watched the tv and i used com..
now he's playing winning eleven on the xbox while im using the com.
and for pple who came to my hse before should know that the living room (where the xbox lies) and the space (where the computer lies) is separated by my piano.
i cant see him, and he cant see him.
and it has already lasted for more than 2 hours.

gosh, something is so wrong.

sighs, tmr i hav to go to sch to meet alicia.
eons since i last went. =/
perhaps after that will be going to weixiang house for mahjong. dono yet. ah yan nvr contact me. =
wednesday hav to work.

i wan to CUT my hair, DYE my hair, and PERM my hair.
but i've got like...

no money..

*hope money drops from somewhere.

maureen,
im super looking forward to meeting u and the rest. thanks for organising the trip. love so much! x] mao mao rocks! good friday come fast fast please.

5:21 PM
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

<3 kent *

oh ya. was speaking about the contest. felt so glad that my friends all so kind-hearted, generous.. esp. maureen and lemon.. who smsed me automatically to giv me your particulars. heehee. (: thanks alort.

people whom i've already used your particulars to vote:
kent
xinyi (RER) (thats me)
weitiong
gavin
mingyang
jiemin
weekee
alvinyap
fairy
lemon
maureen
jiewei
kaitai
yanling
jazreel

people whom i've contacted but did not give me your particulars:
(please let me know your particulars asap. PLEASE?)
bernard
nellie
qiaoyuan
colin

people i wan to contact, but haven contact:
(if u see your name here, please automatically msg me and tell me k?)
(if not i will msg u. xD)
Sockying (do help me get nigel's particulars? heehee*)
Qiaozhen
Melissa Chan (do help me get maurice's particulars? heehee*)
Yong Xuan
Terry
Yi Xiang
Kwangwei
Jiamin 1a22
Ruzaina 1a22
and whoever reads my blog.

yawnn. ^^ so tired.

early in the morning at 8.30am ytd, my cousin came to my house to play xbox. -.- with kent. cos he wan to play winning eleven... so badly. he came over so early.

fetch jazreel to my house at ard 1230pm. then we see kent and my cousin play -.- like super boring lo.

after that we went to jurong point to watch movie. me, kent, jaz, and my cousin. we watched big momma's house 2. finally lo. haha. cos freelisted already. then no need to pay money. =D

ok, after watching, my cousin went home.. me and kent sent jaz home.. and we stayed to play loadsa stupid games.

there is this game called BOMB. which we play until siao. we especially like to make the sound 'bomb' when someone is kanna bombed. super LAMB. =/

we also played scrabble. and i scored the lowest points. super LAMB again. =/

then maria taught us how to play a phillipines game. its called forty-one. quite fun la. kent like it alort. hehe. abit lamb la. but not so bad. =x

after all the fun was like already 1 plus am. so kent de ah ma sponsor us cab home. (: heehee!

ok, i had fun ytd. hope jazreel hav fun too.

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ok now. lets talk about some people who really made me disgusted.
they are jazreel 'half-siblings'. thats wad WE call them, i mean its the truth right.
but those 'half-siblings' of hers happily called her a slut!
i mean, of they hav 3 of them. we only hav 1. so they win. but ahhaa! here comes the almighty RER and kent. xD that makes us 3 also. we're on par.

but but, let me tell the world some things that you might never think those half-siblings would do.

so much for the hatred, jazreel didnt bore any DEEP INSANE thoughts to curse them or whatever.

this is what one of the siblings, a 12 year old girl wrote in her blog entry:

was colouring the star on my shoe black whe i spotted the neoprint i took wif the slut and my sis. got the urge to draw on her face. i wrote the word slut. buden since wan write. might as well colour her whole face la. so now cnnt see her at all. =D colour her le. she became blackie! ^^ hope she reallie get burnt and become chaota.. i will b so happie man.. tt time went eat wif my bro and sis. den my sis plotted her death once. cool man. it was like..

ok now. so u people might now want to know how the eldest of the 3 siblings (already a 19 or 20 year old BIG girl) could actually tell her younger sister and brother (12 yr old and 13 yr old resp) that:

one day i (12 yr old) stayed bak in sku to du some stuff. jala (jazreel) walk home alone. suddenly she walked onto the road and the car hit her. she bleeds. get injured. den dies. den wer the funeral going to b? cnnt be under her hse ma. caus condo. so my sis da fang a bit. use her hse downstairs. den my bro added wad to say to her when she lying in the coffin. jala we're so happy u died.. i struck lottery 10 times in a row sia. u shld die earlier. den we will b rich sai now.

below is just another short paragraph from her entry, but enough to disgust me:

BOOoooooooo! jala coming home tmr.. i hope she delays it and come bak when the hols end.. shiokk.. better still.. go hospital visit her.. =D

(ya right, go hospital visit jaz? why not visit your dying grandma instead?)

oh ya, btw, their grandma's heartbeat stopped.. the doctors revived her. phew~

okok. lets get back to the topic.

now, this is from her entry also.. she's tyring to insist that jaz is dumb.

looked at my result slip again. i din score TT bad.. all b3 and above except chinese.. c6.. lol =.= caus i nvr study.. not caus i dumb.. =D oni dumb person is jazreel li. wakekekee. if she is smart. the whole world are like albert einstient.. aah. wtv. dunno how to spell his name.. ^^ we rawk. u suuckk. =]

(HOW DUMB? u dono how to spell aLbErT eiNstIenTTTT? goodness gracious! when i was in sec 1, my whole class knows how to spell it! all thanks to yeeleng. my class was 1/7 EINSTEIN. dumbass..!)

boooo! jala is home.. booooooooo! the first thing she did was to show off her new stuff.. a pink, glitterish lip gloss.. some make up thingiie.. some new rubber band thingie.. and some stuff.. and how she got it. she said amanda stole it. lol.. den she started telling me so mani stories.. heyy.. i look like i freaking care right.. =.= den she started toking and toking crap.. like i will die if i dun hear her " beautiful " voice.. yeaa.. right.. den she started sms and stuff.. and keep repeating the stealing part.. arrh.. i dun care.. =.= she was smsing amanda's brother. den she started toking so much crap.. she said he said tt he loved her. waalau.. so freaking fake can.. bleeah.. den she started listing everything tt amanda stole.. blaah blaaaaah blaaaaah..

ok ya. and i found this entry. she's scolding maria (jazreel's maid) like hell.

the maid.. SUCKS LIKE FARKING HELL.. PLEASE CAN. SHE ACCUSE ME OF STUFF I DIN DU!? she HINTED LIKE HELL b4 tt i stole jala's badge caus she lost one and i got extra one. BIG FUCK ARH SHE!? I BOUGHT THE NEW ONE SIA.. KNNH.. SHE THINK SHE WHO!? ASSHOLE.. NOW LEH? the uniform drop oni SHE TOK SO MUCH CRAP. i say crappo nia she say wad. i got study nvr use my brains. PLEASE CAN.. CRAPPO IS NOT EVEN A BAD WORD.. den she started nagging like hell. like she CAN TEACH ME WAD TO DO.. dream on la u. asshole.. SUMORE HINT THE GLASS IN THE TOILET I BREAK ONE. FARK OFF LA. farking asshole. i hope u die man.. together wif tt slut.. u people are freaking bitchy slutty farking ass.

sigh. cant believe these are all extracted from a 12-year old blog entry. sounds surprising hur?

and now. lets take a look at wad the ELDER sister blog (a 19-year old ok)

But after reading my lil sister's blog.. i can't help but laugh to myself and the heat in my body and head kinda cooled off a bit.Last month, when i went to dye my hair, i intended to bring my sister along to watch movie. But i was forced by circumstances my dad to bring the slut along, so i had to lah!Went to take neoprint and guess what i did to the neoprints?When i returned home, i drew on all her faces.. SLUT SLUT SLUT.Hiak hiak hiak.Great sense of satisfaction.My lil sister just did the same. Kinda long overdue.. But..Wahahahaha! I'm so surprised.. yet elated! Woohoo!!Ooppss. I am not supposed to influence my siblings to hate that slut. But pls take note that they already dislike her from eons ago cos she's..
act cute
act pretty
always lying about anything
wants sympathy from others cos.. she's pathetic?

(how cool, i didnt know the latest trend was to spend money taking neoprints and go home take pen or marker and draw on it. waste money~)

hmmmm, now that jazreel has shown her mom about the blog. they printed out evidence to show the siblings' dad. and according to factual evidence, the 12 year old is whinning like a baby now.

come on la~ since she dare to blog about so much things. why whine now? i thought she had the guts. but to think of it.. just a loser who blogs and curse about other girls.. all because of jealousy i think. perhaps jazreel is SLIMMER, prettier, and hav more friends or wad.

now now, how can jazreel sleep in peace every night.. when she shares the room AND THE BED with the 12 year old. she might just dream of someone strangling her at night. gosh~ poor girl.

hope she survives every night.

ahhh. if u're all interested about the 19 year old blog

here comes:

http://www.babynaux.blogspot.com

and now the 12 year old blog:

http://www.yummyoreo.blogspot.com

oh ya. i didnt mention their names. the 19 year old is called jAsmIne and the 12 year old is called jOannA.

ahh shit. why do their names start with J..... poor jazreel. suck it.

11:37 AM
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

<3 kent *

HELLO, people who read my blog. (:

IF EVER I ASK YOU TO:

giv me ur home address,
handphone number,
and ic number.
PLEASE GIVE IT TO ME WITHOUT ANY QUESTIONS.
i will answer ALL QUESTIONS HERE.

Why do RER want our particulars?
Because RER wan to take part in a dog voting contest. the higher votes RER has, the higher chance of winning. so RER need your particulars to enter another vote. PLEASE?

Then if i win, who shall have the prize?
RER, OF COURSE. the prize is some shit related for dogs. RER wan to give the prize to Happy. (Happy is Kent's dog) But, RER will be good to whoever helps to win the prize. anyway, RER has always been good and kind.

What if the organisation calls me?
Do not worry. Winners will be contacted via email. If ever the organisation contacts you thru phone, feel free to let RER knows. RER make sure the organisation apologises to you.

if ever u still have any queries, please tag me. (:

people whom i've already used your particulars to vote:
kent
xinyi (RER) (thats me)
weitiong
gavin
mingyang
jiemin
weekee
alvinyap
fairy

people whom i've contacted but did not give me your particulars:
(please let me know your particulars asap. PLEASE?)
yanling
kaitai
bernard
nellie
qiaoyuan
colin

people i wan to contact, but haven contact:
(if u see your name here, please automatically msg me and tell me k?)
(if not i will msg u. xD)
Sockying (do help me get nigel's particulars? heehee*)
Qiaozhen
Melissa Chan (do help me get maurice's particulars? heehee*)
Yong Xuan
Terry
Yi Xiang
Maureen (do help me get alan's particulars? heehee*)
Kwangwei
Lemon 1a22
Jiamin 1a22
Ruzaina 1a22
and whoever reads my blog.

do i sound desperate? whatever ok. Happy is such a poor dog. LOOK AT HIM:

he is so deprived of everything.. no good cushion.. no playing ball.. no cesar food. and then AH HAA! here comes the GREAT contest. your votes might just make a difference! PLEASE HELP HIM...

thanks a million.

7:49 PM
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<3 kent *

FUCK

i dont know what's happening.
but i sucks totally!

im like fuming already. yet when jaz msg me, i've to reply in a nice sisterly tone.
i've done nothing wrong, yet i've to endure such unnecessary anger.

c'mon, WHAT YOU WAN, I'VE GIVEN YOU OK.
u wan mahjong, COME MY HOUSE PLAY.
u wan xbox, COME MY HOUSE PLAY.
yet u complained.

fuck it.

i've got problems with my own dad ok!
he ordered me to wash the bowls. and say if i don feel like washing, just dump everything into the bin after eating.
its not as if i dowan to wash.. i WILL wash. but wait can? FUCK
so FINE, i decided to dump everything into the bin since he gave me such attitude.
yes. i did.
after eating, i dump all the bowls and spoons into the bin.
who cares!
he said i could do that.

and yes. he carried the xbox and put in into his room.
its so fucking unfair ok.
when hengster is ard, the xbox will not leave the living room.
now he's gone, xbox is gone too!
FUCK IT OLD MAN. only he can play issit? i cant ah?
girls cannot play xbox issit?
whatever it is. im going to dig out the xbox. im going to create a mess.

i dont giv a damn.

he dont treat me like his daughter. i aint gonna treat him like my father.

i got NO father like him.

and KENT LI. there is limit to my patience ok. stop always ordering me around. its FUCKING unreasonable.
YES, IM FUMING. i dont care.

there's no where i can go now.
im NOT going to city hall.

1:25 PM
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

<3 kent *

ok. qiaoyuan brought me bad news. im not working for ST logs already. nvm.

got other better things to do.

=(

2:01 PM
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

<3 kent *

craps. i got nth to do. so i browsed thru frenster. realised i got 869 testimonials. CRAP again. i dont believe i got that much testimonials. i think frenster has gone bonkers again..

kent's birthday is over. but im feeling so lousy. cos he didnt hav a good birthday.
out of the 14 friends i invited to celebrate his birthday with him.. only 4 turned up.
can say im quite disappointed.
but on the other hand, felt that i cant blame them.
its perhaps not their fault that kent's birthday clashed with so many other things.

whatever.

just feel so lousy.

he thought that all the unity pple dont wanna celebrate with him.

nvm, perhaps next year.. its just going to be different. ya. just the changkats.

ANYWAY, i do hav a great time with kent's family during his birthday. his dad brought us to eat. and the next day brought us to see cars.. and erm.. ate so many things. we went shopping at queensway too. after that his dad sent us to ikea before going off to fetch jaz.

thank god they like the d24 durian cake i bought from emicakes.

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will be working for qiaoyuan starting on 27th.
(she sounds BIG hur?)
rephrase: will be working with qiaoyuan to help his father.
rephrase: will be working with qiaoyuan to help his father and ST logs.

whatever.

I WILL BE WORKING WITH THEM STARTING ON 27th.
hope it will be like last time. fun. hope everything runs smoothly, cos the project will clashed with sch. wonder whether her father will still let us work anot. sigh~ hope qiaoyuan dont bring me bad news........... or i'll get rid of her..

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and ya. recently is the start of new plans to save up. im completely broke. on top of that, i just came up with more plans to exercise.

last measured, im 54.
hope i slim down. i really look ugly.
sigh..

kent's coming to my house soon,
hope he's staying over tonight. cos im really bored.
hengster just went into NS.
seriously, i really do wonder how's he doing inside. must be very tough.
(gosh, hengster just called home.. at 6.24pm?)
daddy chit chatting with him now.
something must have just happened.
sighh.
poor hengster. guess he need a puff or two.
=(
i miss my brother. really.

(but i hope when he comes home he dont disturb me, i'll get really pissed, i swear)

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did i blog alot today?
i just dont feel like ending this entry. cos after ending it, really got nothing to do.
got to just wait for kent to come.
feel like playing badminton today. hope kent will want to play with me.
i feel like a loser.
with no frens.
nothing to do.
just a mummy's girl staying at home.

sigh. dont feel like working at GV anymore. they bully me one.
at GV, i pretend to be like the best crew.
as in.. the most 'guai' one.
just like.. those nerdy freak in class. (frankie)
because other than kent, i dont really click with the rest of the colleagues.
i dont speak to strangers unnecessarily.
kent's different.
he's talkative, and he's born with that.
that's our difference.

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lots of dates to remember:

16th march: check GV website for happy's photo. and vote for him.
21st march: meeting with alicia zee at 11am.
27th march: ST LOGS.
3oth march: 8th monthsary.
3oth march: GV pay.
3rd april: check SAS for GEMS registration.
6th april: GEMS registration.

ahhhh. suck it. my eyes' hurting. hav been staring at this screen in front of me for super long. i need a break. shit, hav to end my entry here already.

happy belated birthday darling <3
sorry u didnt hav the best birthday i promised you.
but still, i hoped u had fun.
miss you terribly. <3

6:08 PM
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

<3 kent *

im angry.

to hell with it.

FUCK!

10:31 PM
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<3 kent *

damn it. the weather is killing me. its so f*cking HOT. i got totally no mood to study for my exam tmr. now im beginning to miss japan. i miss the 0 degrees celsius up there. hehehehe. how i wish Singapore can start snowing ryte now.

anyway, i dont know y i put a rainbow in my nick. i think its cute. hehehe. ahh. cute ryte? LOL.

ok larh. i think its time for me to study already. if not tmr fail.

byebye <3

2:58 PM
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