Xinyi aka Rer
25July1988
Eighteen Years Old
Singapore Polytechnic DPFM
Attached to Kent

I super love pink, green and brown. I like to go overseas with my family and friends. I used to go crazy over Nestle Milky Bars, but i prefer RitterSport Cornflakes now. I love eating cereals for breakfast. I like to put on Escada. It makes me feel refreshed. I also like to play mahjong, especially with the poly peeps. I idolise Rainie Yang and Jay Chou. The best part of my teenage life is the secondary school days. I love fooling around with Maureen, MingYang and ChengWei. 4/8-ttitude is my favourite, and always will be. I love going to SockYing's house and ton. I love going out with her. She knows me too well. I love Karen Lim Man Wei. She used to be my Primary School classmate. And we were best friends ever since then. Mrs Anthony said we're twins. The Macdonald Auntie at Clementi said we're from Hong Kong. We love to catch butterflies, we love to rollerblade with one 'shoe'. We ARE still the best friends.

I super hate people who gossip about the same topic continuously. I dislike talking to twits, although i used to be one. I don't enjoy poly life a single bit. I think it lacks fun. I hate playing mahjong with people who like to sigh and curse when they lose. I don't eat celery. The crunchy feel irks me. I hate copycats. I don't like piggy soft toys. I prefer bears. I dislike guys who scold girls. I dislike girls who scold guys. I dislike bitches, although sometimes i may feel like im one myself. I don't like people to dig my archives, but i like to display my archives. It shows how long I've been blogging.

I hate to be long-winded, but sometimes its hard to control.


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...CREDITS

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my name is xinyi.
my name doesnt cross with any of yours.
my skirt is short, tts my own damn bloody business.
if my parents approve of me and my everything, why the hell you people 'disapprove' of my wearing.?
if u want to badmouth me, do it behind my back.
dont do it in front of me.
yes, i used to smile and laugh when u people started to point at me,
or talk to me using perverted words on..
thats because i dont want to spoil the mood.
but there's always a limit to everything.
ya?

bwahhs, wad a way to start my entry.
forget it. =/

went out wif weisin andd gavin to watch muvees.
to lot 1 nia.
bot da tickets for da eye 1o andd house orf fury.
then went tuh play pool.
lalalas~
then went for movie.
da eye 1o first.
end liaos,, went tuh play pool again.
then i go kbox find junjie.
take money, =x lols.
okies. then play pool,,
lalalas~
then go watch house orf fury.
both films nort bad lo.
worth it.

hurhurr, then played pool again.
haish,, sumtyms, i just dislike playing in teams.
i rather play individual =/

okies, my mood aint very good now i tynkk.
kinda feeling down -.-
=/
nytes

9:18 PM
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yet another dream,,
another dream tuh fear,,
another dream that i hate,,
i hate all these dreams...

haish,,
havent been sleeping well these few days.
i've been havin darn loads orf dreams.
>.<
hmms,,
later going wif weisin tuh watch muvee.
charborr dunch wanna go.
-.-
then weisin say wanna watch 2 muvees.
da eye 1o
house orf fury
lalalas~ he's richh.
but ok larhh, tuhday 6.5o bucks onlie.
muahahahs =/

tynkk thats about it bahhs.
gonna go help my mommie cook!
-.-
then go kai kai liaos.
//buhbyes

12:35 PM
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bwahhs. =p shweet?



_______ [ frens foreverhh `` x ] ________ .

woke up at 11.3o am
bwahhs,, late late late.
went out at 12.3o.
want tuh go woodlands find sockz . =p
reached there earlie x)
actually wanna walkked all da way tuh innova tuh find her,, but i scared i lose my way.. sho i guai guai wait at control station

then we went inside causeway. walked here and there.
bot a shirt for terry.
=p
then walked walked walked,,
bot a wallet. lols
then walked walked walked..
bot a watch
=x
then we go pizza hut eat.
rich hurr?
=/

ate for quite long bahhs.
then we go take prints.
took twice.
we took those cards de.. cos everytym take those stickers de abit sian liaos.
=/
aniwayy. thinkk da prints nort dat bad bahhs. =p

hahs,, then decided tuh go home.
but met hannah at control station.
then we talked talked talked.
she waiting for her.. erhhh. fren
=/
then we pei her wait.
after that jiu go home liaos.

met tricia at cck.
then i nth tuh do. pei them take 3o2 home.
sort orf lyk deliberately miss my stop.
LOL
then alight at kranji sec there.
walked quite a distance before reaching home.

bleahhs,
i go bathe liaos..
tuhday guai guai,, bathe earlie earlie.
tuhnite still wanna watch that wei si li. =p
lols.

6:06 PM
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bwahhs.
ytd nyte watch vcds. =p cant stop watchingg. watch all da way to 7am before i finally decided tuh stop watching. hehhs. then woke up at 12.3o am. watched vcds all da way again. lalalas~ lyfe's sho bored. kinda xian mu all those going jc de. everyday gort things tuh do. haish.

aniwayys,
tuhday gort da urge tuh munch on milky bar. sho went down tuh buy. then bot dutch lady's strawberry milkk alsho. lols =/ blarhhs,, hao siann..

going tuh bathe lerhs. ^^v

bleahhs`

8:01 PM
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went out wif yx at 12.
at first we went tuh cck tuh meet a buyer.
then we took train tuh raffles place.
meet another buyer
then we go makan.. at a beri nort suitable forh us de place
-.-

after eating we go for that job interview
abit kuku
lyk beri serious there.
but lucky ended quite fast.
then we walked tuh city hall.
then decided tuh take train tuh bugis.
hahs,,
then go shaw towers
drank starbuckks
rot for an hr plus
then watch movie
onli 9 pple in da whole theatre
-.-
then we kept laughing.
aniway, the movie suckks.
in good company
LOL
wart kuku movie

after da movie..
we jiu went home lerh.
hao sian ahh.
going tuh watch da discs sockz lend mie lerhs.
i finish watching 5 discs liaos.
lalalas~
^^v

10:23 PM
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hehes,,
went over tuh sockz house just now.
watched [open water]
wart a movie.
shant elaborate..
=p
then watched [tu ran fa cai]
lols,, beri jiao
=/

hmms,,
had quite alort orf fun there tuhh.
=p
hehes,,
then tmr going tuh raffles withh yong xuann.
hmms,
hafta keep mayself busy everyday..
sho i wouldnt tynkk sho much about things i should tynkk.
^^v

lalalas~
when is poly starting?
danggs __________ *

9:11 PM
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o.0
woke up at 1o am.
then went out wif my family at 11am.
walked all da way tuh da interchange.
danggs,,
realised i din bring my wallet out
so i walked home again tuh get my wallet.
beri hot,,
somemore stomach sho bu shu fu =/
then beri hungry alsho.

reached tiong bahru
da journey there was da longest ever.
my stomach aint feeling good throughout da whole journey
nearly vomited
=xx

ate at tiong bahru there de coffeeshop
i thot i was hungry
yes i was.
but i gort no appetite.
=/
sho ate lil bit,,
jiu dunch feel lyk eating lerhs.
then daddie went off for workk.
we took train back home.

later going sockz house tuh watch vcds.
lalalas~
hope my stomach wunt be up tuh no good later.
=p
tadahhs,,
hafta go liaos.

people,,
please miss miee!
=p

2:26 PM
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wart a dayy
=p
first i cooked lunch for my dad brudder and mie.
then eat.
then watched tv
ate chocolates.
mani mani mani
then stomach hurts.
i mean,, bery uncomfy.
nort becos orf da choco kaes.
aiyahh, boys dunch understand =x
my stomach still beri uncomfortable.
hao ke lian.
=p

7:38 PM
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whooshh,,
im feeling lykk sho warm and sticky.
hate tuhday's weather.
=/

woke up lyk 9.3o am.
went tuh da warren at ard 1o.45am?
we're havin a bbq in da afternn kayys.
sucks thoughh,
sho hot.
but cos good friday mahhx,, at nite no more empty pits.
-.-
but at ard 12,, mie and my brother went tuh play pool at lot 1.
lols
came back ard an hr later
aniwayy,, da food was okayy.
nort that badd.
was pretty full.
then just sat around talk talkk.
beri hot there. warmm.
sho we decided go sweet talkk buy drinks.
hehes,,
drank ice honeydew sago.
mummie went tuh ntuc.
bot mani other drinks back tuh da pit for da rest orf them tuh drink
-.-
then i went home wif my brothers first,,
cos mummie din wan tuh go home yet.

reached home lerhh,
watched [da day after tmr]
my brother rented da disc.
aniwayy, i feel asleep while watching..
cos i watched it before.
hahs,,
then woke up.. feeling sho sticky.
wanna go bathe.
but gang hao my mummie return home.
sho helped her wif some admin stuffs first.
copied names ontuh da vouchers and stamping dates etc
=/
then wanna bathe,,
but my brother go bathe lerh. -.-
sho i watched tv.
watched animal planet. lols.
hao sian ahh.

just now arng msged mie askk mie go town.
actually wanna go de..
but i tynk orf da hot weather arhh,, jiu dunch feel lyk going liaos.
somemore i past 2 consecutive days already did some shopping liaos..
bot mani things.
should stop spending money.
lalalas~
aniwayy, wanna gif arng chance =x
sho i called sockz askk her whether wan go town norts,,
if she go,, then we jiu pei arng go lo.
but since sockz say dowan,, hehes.. then jiu tuhh bad.
=x

actually just now alsho say wan accompany mummie go funeral.
my dono hu died
-.-
but againn, i tynk orf da weather.. jiu sian half lerh =x
aniwayy, nort shou wif da deceased mahhx.
lyk nvr see him be4 de
sho nvm bahhs.
=p

tmr ish saturday,,yes,, tmr ish gonna be another freaking day.rotting day tuh be exact.sianzation -.-tynk tmr jiu watch vcds bahhs.>.<

hope poly starts soon,,
im reallie excited about poly.
lalalas,,
gortto wear different types orf clothings tuh skoo.
monday wear skirt
tuesday wear jeans
wednesday wear dress
thursdae wear shorts =x
friday wear nth =xx
lalalas~
im bored of this holiday.
=x

ooh,, gonna go bathe lerhh.
im freakingg sticky.
;danggs ,, terrible mie.
=p

7:42 PM
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whooshh,,
im feeling lykk sho warm and sticky.
hate tuhday's weather.
=/

woke up lyk 9.3o am.
went tuh da warren at ard 1o.45am?
we're havin a bbq in da afternn kayys.
sucks thoughh,
sho hot.
but cos good friday mahhx,, at nite no more empty pits.
-.-
but at ard 12,, mie and my brother went tuh play pool at lot 1.
lols
came back ard an hr later
aniwayy,, da food was okayy.
nort that badd.
was pretty full.
then just sat around talk talkk.
beri hot there. warmm.
sho we decided go sweet talkk buy drinks.
hehes,,
drank ice honeydew sago.
mummie went tuh ntuc.
bot mani other drinks back tuh da pit for da rest orf them tuh drink
-.-
then i went home wif my brothers first,,
cos mummie din wan tuh go home yet.

reached home lerhh,
watched [da day after tmr]
my brother rented da disc.
aniwayy, i feel asleep while watching..
cos i watched it before.
hahs,,
then woke up.. feeling sho sticky.
wanna go bathe.
but gang hao my mummie return home.
sho helped her wif some admin stuffs first.
copied names ontuh da vouchers and stamping dates etc
=/
then wanna bathe,,
but my brother go bathe lerh. -.-
sho i watched tv.
watched animal planet. lols.
hao sian ahh.

just now arng msged mie askk mie go town.
actually wanna go de..
but i tynk orf da hot weather arhh,, jiu dunch feel lyk going liaos.
somemore i past 2 consecutive days already did some shopping liaos..
bot mani things.
should stop spending money.
lalalas~
aniwayy, wanna gif arng chance =x
sho i called sockz askk her whether wan go town norts,,
if she go,, then we jiu pei arng go lo.
but since sockz say dowan,, hehes.. then jiu tuhh bad.
=x

actually just now alsho say wan accompany mummie go funeral.
my dono hu died
-.-
but againn, i tynk orf da weather.. jiu sian half lerh =x
aniwayy, nort shou wif da deceased mahhx.
lyk nvr see him be4 de
sho nvm bahhs.
=p

tmr ish saturday,,
yes,, tmr ish gonna be another freaking day.
rotting day tuh be exact.
sianzation -.-
tynk tmr jiu watch vcds bahhs.
>.<

hope poly starts soon,,
im reallie excited about poly.
lalalas,,
gortto wear different types orf clothings tuh skoo.
monday wear skirt
tuesday wear jeans
wednesday wear dress
thursdae wear shorts =x
friday wear nth =xx
lalalas~
im bored of this holiday.
=x

ooh,, gonna go bathe lerhh.
im freakingg sticky.
;danggs ,, terrible mie.
=p

7:42 PM
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woke up at 1o am tuhday
x)
nort tuhh early,, nort tuhh late.
hahs;;
recently having loadsa dreammx.
ytd nite alsho =/
haix`
din sleep well.
woke up sho mani tyms in da middle orf da nyte
=(

aniwayy, kahcheong junjie andd someone came tuh my house at ard 12.15pm.
tuh promote their healthcare products tuh my mummie.
-.-
hao lame ah. =p
i left them at my house,, then i went out tuh meet charborr yet wei andd yx
we pei yx go bank first.
then we go play pool.
play quite longg =p
hehes,,
quite fun tuhh i tynkk.
then mie yet and charborr go pizza hut eat.
beri full.
muahhs;
then we went tuh bugis.
walked bugis street.
walk until leg beri suan. =/
hao leii.
actually mie and charborr wanna buy skirt,, yet wanna buy jeans.
but in da end lyk onlie mie and charborr bot dao things,, yet nvr buy dao
-.-
after bugis street,, we went tuh edge.
and then tuh this fashion.
hahs

hmms,,
tuhday i bot a skirtt.
nort that short le orkay! charborr say ish nort short. i believe her. hahas. =x
i alsho bot a pair orf earrings.
and thenn erhh,, a shirt.
hehes
din spend alort bahhs.
=x
charborr bot 2 skirts. both alsho beir nice de.
=p

hmms,, beri hungry now.
mie go makan lerhh.
ciaoz. =p

8:21 PM
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有多久没见你 以为你在哪里
原来就住在我心底 陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离 以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长 回头就看到你

过去让它过去 来不及 从头喜欢你
白云 缠绕着蓝天 如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利 好让你明白
我心动 的痕迹

总是想再见你 还试着打探你 消息
原来你就住在我的身体 守护我的回忆

9:06 PM
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hmms,,
just returned home
x)

went tuh bugis wif gavin.. arng din go.. actually expected larhhs. =/ nvmm. aniwayy,, met ishita huishan and karen at cck. hehes,, talkk tuh them awhile cai go bugis.

bot a new belt =x

bot a shirt from new world order x)

no more liaos.

walkked ard,, hao siann.. jiu go back cck lerh.
met aloy for dinner had teppanyaki.
yummy! =p
hehes,,
then saw angda and his gurl. lols

hao sian ah, wo go bathe liaos.

muackksx!

8:03 PM
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woke up at 6.15am.
went back tuh sleep.
then woke up again at 7.3oam
went back tuh sleep.
then woke up again at 9am.
-.-

agent called mie.
asked mie go get pay at queensway tuhday
hao sian ah.
din wan tuh go down.
lols.
then i asked agent whether charbor going down norts.
she said no.
so.. hahas,, decided i dunch wanna go back tuhh
msged charbor tuh double check
=x

then ate pau for breakfast
=/
then rot
rot
rot
rot
rot
rot
rot
rot
rot
rot
hao sian ahhhhhhh!
later tynk going tuh orchard wif gavin and arng
x)
beri long nvr go out wif arng lerh.
hahs.
then he tuhday pon skoo.
gang gang hao.
can go out play
x)
hehes.

eating da Chochole Chocolate biscuit now.
nort nice tuh eat
pui~!

hahs,,
tmr going interview wif charbor!
muahahahhas.
then after that go eat pizza?
lols.. she say de.
good lorhh,,
at least tmr haf activity.

how i wishh poly start soooooon!
reallie very sian orf staying at hm everyday liaos.
=/

1:59 PM
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;danggs

this yr de posting results. hahas. no good no good. sho mani pple nort happie wif it. =/ actually starting wo alsho nort happy wif it. but i tynk tynk tynk.. should be nort bad lahh. cos kc say,, since i gort put that course as one orf my 12 choices,, tt means i gort at least lil bit interest in it de mahh. sho cannort sad about it. hahas. tynk quite true bahhs.

met charbor siyan weitiong and gavin at 11am at cck.
then saw mani other pple. hanzhong weekee junwei jhiyuan junchuan.
they alsho going appeal.

hmms,, we went tuh singapore poly first,, walk until leg veri suan =/ when reach liaos,, i decided nort tuh appeal liaos. cos lyk,, hahas. music and audio tech de cop ish 12 lehh. how on earth am i going tuh get in. -.- but nvm,, in da end charbor alsho nvr appeal. lols. onlie weitiong appeal =x

erhh, then we met josephine and rebecca.. then shawn and y2k.

but onlie mie charbor gavin and weitiong went back tuh lot 1 tuh meet weisin tuh go kbox

x)

went from kbox tuh kpool,, then backk tuh kbox againn.
sing till 7pm. =/
da person come gan us home!
sho baddd! ><
but nvmm, sing until tired alsho. lols.
but reallie had fun there bahhs.
^^v

hmms,, PEOPLE.. dunch sad if urs posting results ish unsuccessful orkay? ^^v i dunch noe wart tuh say.. onlie noe how tuh say dunch sad =x

hmms,, dench tuh pple nort happy wif their course or skoo.. good luck tuh ur appeals bahhs. but dunch tuh sad when cant get intuh da appealed course. cos gort more pple out there w/o course de wor. gort course jiu must be satisfied orkay?

altho i get intuh the course ish nort da course i lyk. at first i grumble grumble grumble,, but after that wo jiu accept liaos. ^^v

BTW,, STOP asking mie wart course wart skoo kahcheong sianglung xihong they all go intuh OKAY? ask them if u wan tuh noe. ! dunch understand whie all of em keep asking mie! >.<><>

hehes, nth liaos.
takkaire peepz

btw,,
sockz ahh.. innova and pioneer,, both alsho jc mahhs. they teach de thingys wun differ ALORT. ^^v don seemed sho bothered by it orkay? ar thenn,, reallie hope ur appeals can cheng gong! ^^v heex . takkaire

muackks =x

8:44 PM
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hais,,
hao sad ah.
PROPERTY DEVELOPMENT & FACILITIES MANAGEMENT
wart da hell
kuku course
>.<

zhen me ban!

9:29 AM
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hao sian ah.
=X

suddenly rmb alort orf secondary skoo stuffs
x)
rmbed all my closest frewns.
;hahas
alort =x
secondary 1 : my first few friends were jelene xinyu cherling
but after we joined different cca,, jiu hang ard lesser lerhh.
then i made da next few closest frens;
yongxuan gavin weitiong tricia shuyi weisin seahxinyi
tynk we all beri good friends all da way tuh secondary 2.
then jiu suddenly beri close wif sockying.
andd.
the then rerz gang
LOL
mel tan,, qiaozhen,, angela,, weiqi,, weitiong,, yongxuan,, sockying,, gavin
[cant reallie recall still gort who] =x
budden i rmbered da tyms,,
after skoo we always go furniture store andd play
andsee da boys wrestle
and sleep
until 5pm or 6pm then go home.
how fun yea?
then jiu formation orf icynitrogen
LOL
reallie da best orf my tyms.
x)
still gort mel chan maureen terry alex tai jiaxian laytin
big family yea?
hehes;;
after that..
jiu.. erhh.
everyone scattered liaos.
sad sad sadd.
mie and maureen become beri beri beri beri good.
still gort chengwei and bobby
plus kaijin..
=/
then tadahhhs!
sho fast jiu grad day liaos.
miss all da tyms tuhgether
^^v

ahhahxz.
suddenly rmbered all da other characters comin in
mr chaw wei arng ^^v
andd,, karis sherline etc.
kaiwei hannah alshoo.
fairy ^^v

lets see,,
if want mie tuh list down all their names.
ahhasxz
=/
i'll do it
=x

for those i reallie reallie wanna thankk,,
cos they gave mie da best tyms in yeeneetee
^^v

tricia
yongxuan
weisin
weitiong
gavin
yeeleng
sockying

keong
reeve

melissa tan
melissa chan
qiaozhen
angela
weiqi
elaine

wei arng

alex tai
jiaxian
laytin
weiling
terry

maureen
chengwei
kevin
kaijin
smy
alex tang
kaiwei
hannah
sherline
karis
josephine
kezia

hao duo ah.
=x
lyk getting very lame.
cant tynk orf more names.
=x
but i miss ALL orf eu
-.-
i wan tuh go back secondaryy skoo
sometyms i wish poly start soon tuhh!
so i can make new frens,,
and forget some pple i don wish tuh rmb
^^v
lalalas~

rer aint gonna be da one who always cry
and even if i do,,
i'll be brave andd look at da ceiling
=x

lalalas~
=p
wan an!

10:40 PM
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photos i took at weitiong's hse.
=/
tuhh sian lerhh,, sho take her sis de specs andd play
lol

at first went tuh educove tuh help out.
quite sian there.
but tym passed quite fast tuhh.
thenn,, i go meet weitiong charbor gavin and liang at weitiong de house.
-.-
beri sian there..

went tuh play pool after that.
sian alsho.
gort pretty pissed off.
sho i went home first.

then now,,
hmms..
going bathe lerhh..

tmr get da posting results liaos.
x)
abit nervous.
dono which course i'll go intuh.
but hahas.
i wun cry one.
don worry
=x
LOL

tynk tts about it bahhs.
lazy tuh type lerh
x)

8:21 PM
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im a slave
=/

hahs;;
going tuh mummie's tuition centre help out tuhday.
cos im bored.
wanted tuh go bugis.
but dono go wif who.
sockz in skoo;;
gavin dono where
=x
hahs,,
onlie gort 2 pple can pei wo shopping.
=/
but tuhday both orf them dono where lerh.
WA ZI!!! i wan go ur house orh orh againn.
at home hao sian ahh.
=x
when ur 3 mths over?
hehes..

im going tuh work tuhday!
no pay work.
=p
nvm,,
help out at da tuition centre.
go volunteer work.
nice hor mie?
lalalas~

anibody wan find mie,,
CALL my hp orkay?
cos in da tuition centre no reception.
but i will divert my fone calls tuh da tuition centre.
sho just call,, and look for XINYI
don look for rer ah. =x
btw,, i still wan go shopping de hor.
so whichever kindharted soul willing tuh go shopping wif mie,, CALL MIE OK?
=x
buhbye
^^v

12:52 PM
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that deep breath didnt help.
=/

bu xiao xin cry again lerh.
>.<
ah gua mie.
lalalas~
haish~

suan le bahhs.
=/
dunch tynk lerh.
tynk lerh,, jiu hao sad hao sadd.

tear it; burn it

x)

10:59 PM
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hahs;;
sho tiredd.
back from da food and beverages fair at suntec.
sho may pple.
sho tiredd.`
daddie gave us moneyy,,
ask us ownself buy food eat.
nvr reallie buy anithingg.
except for thatt soya bean icecream
x)
yummy!
=x
daddie bot alort food.
lyk feed pigs liddat
eat until i very full..
hahs,,
but i still go buy that thinggy.
dono wart thinggyy.
strawberry flavor de.
beri nice tuh eat.
lols
=/

saw kahcheong de auntie andd uncle alsho.
-.-
actually i bu ren shi de.
ish my mommie tell mie then i noe.
hahs,,
tuhh qiao lerh.
liddat alsho can meet dao
-.-
then alvin sms mie say he saw mie!
but i nvr see him.
lol
=/

=p

suddenly rmbered wart mrs kangg told mie
dun sui bian go stead with this stead wif that..
=/
must cfm he's da one liao then continue going out wif himm.
now single,,
can go out date wif as many different guys as i wann.
-.-
canort sho fast be devoted.
LOL
mrs kang funny ehh?
lyk abit flirt flirt.
=xx
LOL
sry mrs kangg.
>.<
hahs;;
but i'll rmb wart she say larhh..
nort entirely untrue though
x)

erhhs,,
thinkk nth much le bahhs
sleep early everybodyy.
wan an!

9:39 PM
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`tadahhs!
going out soon lerhhs;;
nth tuh do.. sho come blog blog awhile
muahhs;

going out wif mommie andd brothers.
meeting daddie later.
>.<
go makann,,
i thinkk
=/
lols..

x)

2:15 PM
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tuhday supposedly go sockz house talk talk de.
=/
but changed plans.
lol
we went tuh town,,
met at ard 2.45pm.
took 19o tuh town..
then met weitiong at far east
walked ard
then saw wang lee hom.
x)
nice timing ehh?
i bot one pair orf shoes.
=p
then went tuh buy card reader for xihong.
then walked walked walked.
weisin and keong went tuh find eddie.
sho mie sockz gavin andd weitiong continue shopping
=/
walked tuh heerens.
weitiong treat us drink mocha
x)
from coffee beann.
he's rich .. lalalas~

we walked ard heerens.
din buy anithingg.
=/
took prints againn.
had fun taking da prints.
lols
x)
erhhs,,
then sockz say wanna buy da shoes we saw at far east
sho we walked back again.
lols
bot lerhh,,
beri tiredd.
decided tuh take cab back tuh cck
x)
then reached cck liaos,,
abit sian siann.
sho we go walk lot 1
hahs.
gort free coke
-.-

after that,, wo jiu go home liaos.
dunch wanna stay out sho late.
weitiong and gavin go meet aloy for dinner.
hahs;;
now beri siann.
tynk go bathe now.
if nort jiu beri late liaos.
x)
-g0n3-









prints nort sho clear eh? tuhh badd =/

8:26 PM
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how boredd.
first he came up with that surveyy..
then we played that vos hongyu sent.
=/
hahs.
mie and my brother combined efforts tuh break sien's record
x)
play cheatt.
but scarly hongyu and sien alsho play cheat de
hor?
=x
maybe they 3 pple combined efforts
tts why gort so high de score.
x)
lols

daddie don lemme watch vcds.
!!!
cos he wanna watch soccer.
hmph!
><
dunch fren him ler
=/
hai wo so boredd.

OH YA!
i sho stewpid sehh.
forget computer alsho can watch vcds de
x)
LOL
muahahahahahahhs.
-g0n3-

8:27 PM
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we were sho bored at home. my brother gave mie a survey,, and he call it "hengster accurate survey" .. which i thinkk should be "hengster INaccurate survey" x)

Qn1: if john has 3 apples & Peter has 23 apples & Kelly has 33 apples. how many apples are there in da basket?
my answer: none =/
his answer: nah nahh,, 3 apples are manageable. sho john held them by hands,, peter and kelly used da basket tuh hold their apples. sho there are 56 apples in da basket -.-

Qn2: warts ur favorite color?
my answer: pinkk.
his answer: wrong,, cos i hate pink.
[i thot it was MY favorite color aniway.]

Qn3: warts ur favorite car?
my answer: bmw?
[i dunch haf ani favorite car aniwayy.]

Qn4: between 2 guys,, would u choose da handsome one or clever one?
my answer: handsome

Qn5: and between handsome one andd richer one?
my answer: both
he says: no,, must choose one.
my answer: handsome

Qn6: If da handsome guy has da intelligence orf da 10 years old. which side orf da face would u slap?
my answer: no sides
he says: no,, must choose one side
my answer: right

Qn7: why?
my answer: right hand more strength

Qn8: is your 2nd brother handsome? [answer truthfully]
my answer: no

here's da outcome orf da survey.. he wrote it down for mie.
Qn1: you are stupid
Qn2: you are sissy
Qn3: you are a road bully
Qn4: you are bimbo
Qn5: you are still bimbo
Qn6: you are coldhearted
Qn7: See,, i knew it
Qn8: you are dishonest

5:20 PM
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my heart skipped many beats.
but im relieved now.
x)

3:20 PM
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hmmmm...

2:53 PM
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sho angry tuhday!
woke upp,,
mummie started tuh rant,,
keep saying wart xihong this andd xihong that.
sho fuckked up.!
><

read my ytd entry just now.
realised sho many typo errors.
lol
andd realised that i din mention we took prints ytd.
the boys were reallie very stone
=x
hahs.
sorry dudes`
din mean tuh haf sho much typo in my entry.
ytd nort paying much attention tuh typing bahhs.
was thinkingg of sho many other things.
=x

anywayy,,
hahs.
yes..
=/
i wasnt prepared intuh asking more thinggs.
i din noe wart i reallie want.
i wouldnt allow my heartt tuh break once again.
sho i din askk.
i din askk.. all i wanted tuhh askk actually.
i felt dumbb,
felt sho stewpidd.
and i thinkk,, a lil bit orf sadd.
=/
theres sho many i wantedd tuh know,,
yet,, dunch feel like knowing.
hahs.
sho dumbb.
forget it.
><
life goes on..

tuhdayy,
woke up by edwin's call.
hahs.
gort another job.
at angmokio.
=/
at first i thot was da motorola factory.
but no..
dono wart factory liddat.
do assembly orf hard diskks.
strange.
but edwin onlie wan gurls.
hahs.
sho i go askk charbor nor.
next mondayy gonna go down for da interview.
cos different factory mahx.
must follow rules.
lol
><

thinkk tts about it.
tuhday nort going out le bahhs.
stay at home be good gurl
watch vcd
=x
muahahas.

12:43 PM
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lalalas~ x)
haf dun tuhdayy.
went tuh meet jasmine early in da morningg.
then we took train tuh jurong east..
hahs.
met quite alort orf pple on da trainn.
my cousin,,
terence,, pris,, qinfengg,, tikma
then talk talk talkk.
very fast jiu reach lerh.
then met dao gavin..
went tuh mac tuh buy breakfast
i din buy
gavin andd jasmine bot.
x)

then we went up,,
signed in.
call mrs kang out.
then she game me that 'tag'
coach helper tag,, if i din rmb wrongly.
then.. ok.
i paid da entrance fees for jasmine.
bot socks for her.
and bot gloves for myself.
chou mrs kangg,, dunch haf pink color da gloves.
sho late then she go get da stocks! ><
niamindd.
aniwayy,
we gort in and gort our skates.
then see da performance etc.
safety demo
-.-
=/

then finaly can go in skate lerhh,
i skated around wif jasmine.
x)
nvr go coach da students at da beginners area.
lol.
then mrs kang come take backk my tag
-.-
nvm.
just played around wif jasmine and da rest orf themm.
keke.
when UPO ended liaos,,
we went tuh eat kfc
x)
wif eugene alvin junhao mrs kang gavin yi xiang
actually wan watch son orf da maskk after that de..
cos jasmine wan watchh.
but SOMEBODY like strongly object tuh it sia
sad si lerhh.
but nvm.
save money
=x

sho in da end we go play arcade at jec
play one game nia.
then we decided go lot 1 de arcade
LOL
okiee.
gort sho much intuh that tic tiac tic tiac game.
hahas.
the tic tiac tic tiac wif fingers one.
=p
onlie eugene noe how tuh play sia.
sho pro
everything he alsho noe
!!!
hahas.
we played very very very very longg.
then jasmine hafta go home lerh.
so i pei her tuh da busstop andd wait for buss.
hahas.
then after that we jiu go kpool liaos.
x)
yixiang bad hurrr,, use gavin de ic!
><
we play halfway,,
then y2k andd kaijin alsho come play
hahs
hmms,,
after playing pool.
we went back play arcade againn.
cos discovered if topup 2o buckks, gort additional free 2o buckks de play value.
muahahhahahs
=x
okie, before going back tuh arcade.
we went tuh basement buy old chang kee eat first.
bot curry puff andd squid headd.
yummy ! =D
went back tuh arcade.
play till siann sia.
4o bucks de play value lehh.
play until hands lan diao.
=/
play till sho tired.
then weitiong and shawn come find us awhile.
lol
then we play awhile more jiu go home lerh
sho tired!
><

now mummie asking mne primary sch maths qns.
i dono!
><
dangg.
im lousy
x)

10:13 PM
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went tuh da movies,,
watched howl's moving castle.
then went tuh eat sushi
blarhhs.
tts all
im lazy tuh blog
!!!

10:07 PM
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tadahh.
=))
hui lai lerhhs.
i so bored.
lucky its at nite
more pple is online.
more pple tuh chat wif mie.
more varieties orf topic
x)
but im still kinda boredd.
=/

went tuh pasar malam wif xihong.
short while only.
cos he buy food for him and his daddy.
lydat bahhs.

tmr gonna rot again i guess.
hope tuh go out tmr.
hope mummy will allow.
but i guess,, hard lo..
cos my throat lydatt,, she cfm wun allow mie tuh go out de.
im sadd =/

but can somemore TRY tuh ask mie out? there may still be chances u noe. =/ i wan go shopping. muahahhahahas. x)

11:03 PM
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lalalas~
i seriously thinkk da previous blogskin suckks.
now working on one me tuh eu de blogskin..
but havin loadsa probbs wif it
lyk my tagboardd carnt be published;
my navigation gort messed up;
and i carnt find suitable icons and etc.
so i just downloaded one template.
hahas
temporarily use this first bahhs
its nice aniwayy.
simple, andd shweet
><
so when i get my me tuh eu skin ready,,
then i'll change again.
hahs!

aniwayy,,
today's gonna be another bored day.
but heyys,
ive survived tuh 3.2o pm
x)
few more hours tuh go before there's some reallie nice shows on tv
hmms,
tuhday woke up with another ulcer on my lips.
big and ugly one.
-.-
put some powder on it,
//heyy, nort those baby powder k.
dono warts da name of da powder,,
but its meant tuh treat ulcer
x)
put liaos,, like no effect lehh.
cos nort pain at all.
lols
hehes,
then i go put salt on da ulcer instead
pain until i roll on da bed
=X
but at least i thinkk its more effective than that powder
=p

hmms,
and an update on my infected throat.
well, its actually da left side orf my throat which gort infected.
there's this white jelly-like growth there.
its a lump
but it became smaller tuhday,,
and it changed tuh reddish pinkk in color
so it actually blends perfectly in da surrounding.
=x
lol
so i thinkkk, its better now.
im recovering.
but thats nort all.
da RIGHT sife orf my throat doesnt seems rite.
theres now another same growth there!
and its white
-.-
heaven is just so unfair.
make me thinkk im recovering;
but da truth is im nort.
liddat howwww??????
how tuh go tuh unity on ice????????????
how tuh bringg jasmine go????????
sad si lerhhh!

whoo, i blogg very long le worr,
thinkk tts about it bahh.
smile
=))
andd, oopx.
im a day late.
hahas..
happy 8th monthsaryy tuh mah terry erzi andd maureen nuer-in-law!

actually i ytd gort rmb de.
at ard 11.45pm liddat.
then i wan find hp tuh msg terry andd maureen.
but cant find.
lol
x)
[if u believe my story,, u will be my greatest son andd daughter-in-law x) ]

hahas, and last orf all,,
tuh yongxuan who ish flying tuh australia tuhday to hug koala bears and hop wif da kangaroos,,
bon voyage;
remember tuh buy present for mie!

3:13 PM
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zhe yang ye hao bahhs!
=))
altho abit sad sadd.
but sui bian larhh.
hmms,,
everything alsho must thinkk on da brighter side marhh
lol
ok larhh,
i wun be trappedd inside da _ _ _ _ *
muahhahhahahsx.
shit sia,,
don wanna elaborate sho muchh.
lalalas~

ok lahh,
brother bot home 3 vcds ytd.
all cartoons
-.-
shrek 2; da incredibles; shark tale
hehes
ytd and tuhday mie jiu watch finish liao.
im SHO boreddd cann.
zao zhi dao don watch so fast
tmr must rot again liaos.
my throat haven hao yet!!!
that lumpp inside there like getting worser.
but heyy, no..
i aint going to da doc
x)
think da lump gonna disappear one day de lah.
heex
but these few days, its still gonna hurt
=/

hehes,
go sleep lerh.
sleep then can recover faster,,
dono hu tell mie de liaos
x)
nites peepz

11:00 PM
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blarhhsx.
very da siann
but i cannort go outttt!
my throat de infection like more cham then ytd
very pain.
haish~
hao ke lian
><

today gonna rot and rot and rot
KWANGWEI,, faster lend mie da discs leh
=xx

erhh,
yea.. ive grown tuh ignore many things.
ignorance ish bliss
=)

12:37 PM
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im sick.
very sick
39 degrees
x)

6:57 PM
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hmms,,
had a fun day tuhdayy altho` i was sickk.
lols
x)

first,,
mie yongxuann and sockkz went tuh suntec de it fairr
cos i wanna buy da prodikeyys andd yongxuann wan tuhh buy da cd writerr
but in da endd,
onlie yongxuan buyy
hmms,
damn loadds orf people there nor
sho squeezyy
many people stepp myy feet alsho
-.-
arrhh,, then after that met yeelengg at 3rd floor.
then we walkedd one big round tuh millenia walkk.
we walkedd from suntec tuh marina mandarin then tuh da oriental then walkedd alongg da roadd tuh millenia walkk;
when all we could haf ish tuh cross a road from suntec tuh millenia walkk.
aniwayy,
we ate long john silver
x)
da service there was likee,,
terrible
TERRIBLE
><

hmms,,
after eatingg,
we took cab tuh marina southh there
then we fly kites
x)
yeeleng pro sehh,
fly kite sho li hai
lol
the kite reallie fly very highh;
then we bu xiao xin cut dao other pple de line,,
then da person kb
=/
she used her angmoh kb us, her angmoh very slangg.
lol
she very badd norr,
we alsho bu shi gu yi de marhhh
blarhhhhs;
hmms,
but we flew kites forhh quite longg bahhs.
then before leaving,,
we din wan tuh bring down da kite;
cos lykke abit ke xi
sho we gave our kite tuh another group orf people there tuh continue flying.
they cute sia.
their kite gort stuckk on da tree;
then one orf da boys climbb da tree
hehes
=xx

aniwayy,
we went tuh eat steamboatt
x)
butt da oil keep 'shootingg' outt
lols
shoot dao my face
all over my face
ear alsho tio
-.-
then sockying kept larffing at mie.
><
bu xing siaa.
aniwayy,
we go take prawns tuh cook alsho;
somemore ish life prawnns
hehes =x
still can see them struggle their last time before they turnedd orange
lol
sho ke liann.
but quite nice lahh.
da food there alsho nort badd.
but abit stuffy
and oilyy`

after eatingg,,
we go arcade play play awhile jiu go lerhh,
yongxuan papa come fetch us
lols
nice hor?
=x
wahahhas;
reached home lerhh,
i immediately go takee apricot scrub creamm tuh scrubb myy face.
if nort tmr jiu full orf pimples liaox.
sho oily!
><

thinkk tts about it le bahhs
going sleep lerhhs.
=))
nites peoplee
sleep tighhttt
shweet dreammx
muackkx

11:52 PM
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arghhhhhs!
typed a WHOLE junkk just now,
CLICKED publish postttttt
EVERYTHING GONE AGAINNNN
sho maddening
=
same as ytd
TYPED SO MUCH,,
CLICKED publish post,,
then everything GONE.
hate blogger!
pls review your site manx.



aniwayyy,
i fell ill againn.
fever
but a slight one
KOH WEE CHEONG
dunch worry ; im fyne
x)



hahs,
actuallie planned tuh go out buy vcds
but in da endd, too restless
so din go.
maybe later?
nort sure
can anione be kind and volunteer tuh pei wo kai kai?
hahs.
im still fit enuff tuh go!
><



just now my brother showed mie one video clipp
very gross;
brutal;
disgustin;
u pple mus watch it kays?
da linkk ish here:
http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv
MUST WATCH FINISH HOR
><
hahs.
wo go search for ani vcds tuh watch lerh.
im bored
=/



x // everythingg ish fatedd tuh biee! x)

3:04 PM
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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms.
tmr going work
lalalas~
but promised josephine go cindy de bbq
at east coast
so must go..
lol
nvmm`
gathering mahx..



aiyahhh.
pissed off lerhhh
damn it
don blog lerh
bye!

10:01 PM
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btw, can SOMEONE pei wo go shoppingg? seems quite long since i last shopped. and plus, im REALLY very boredd at home =/ .. im sho saddd -.-

4:23 PM
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if everyday goes on like this,,
i'll be boredd to deathh`



from da morning until noww,
i've been watching vcds.
1 and a half more disc to complete da whole drama.
andd im sure i can complete it by today.
hahs`



daddy watching da shares now.
sho temporarily cant watch vcd.
siann.
gonna practise piano againn.
i hafta learn mariage d amour.
x)

3:53 PM
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terrible nite i had ytd;
i dunch noe whie.
the words.. they do hurtt`
sho muchh.
i hanged up on eu first,,
then i criedd.
u called againn,,
why?
haix..
but thanks aniwayy.
i aint myself ytd.
i was horrible i noe.
i tell myself,,
i dunch like eu animoree.!
you're nort wart i wann.
wart is wann is HIM!
><
NORT EU ANIMOREE!



ouhkayys, went to da movies wif charbor andd gavin. watched white noise. lame show. pple, DONT try to watch it. it sarkks. =/ okiee, then we walked around abit. went to seiyu. lols. i bot necklace; 1 for mie, 1 for charbor. LOL =/ 2 for $38 mahhx. sho gif one to charbor. wo nice hor? but that charbor bad siaa. keep wanting to return da money to mie. make wo feel badd. cos u no intention in buying de lehh. then i buy for eu, in da end u must return mie money. bu hao sia. CHARBOR ahhh, tan qian shang gan qing lehh =/ heex. okie lahh, hmms, after that met kueini andd baolingg. then we took train, then changed to bus.. reached factory lerh. go canteen. onlie i eat sehh. nort fair. -.- nvmm, i alsho nvr finish my food. hmms, then saw edwin lerhh, go collect payslip. zz. so lil money. wo bu shuang. wo broke liaox. rahhhx. no sign orf him. sad si lerhhs.



x)



then charbor and baoling go jp find hannah. gavin go bugis collect pc. kueini go home. wo sian 1/2. sho go lot 1. used mummy's colleague de ic go buy vcds. LOL =/ cos gort discount mahx. and she allow de orkayy. so u see,, how nice my mummie's colleague ish =/ aniwayy, i bot [[ai shang qian jing mei mei]] 8 discs nia. but buay pai lahh. very nice to watch. but i think by tmr wo jiu watch finish liiaox. hmms, then maybe tmr go out buy new de vcds againn. pple, wan borrow vcds COME TO MIE orkay? =/ lolx..



reached home lerhs, jiu watch vcds lor. so far finish watching 2 discs nia. 6 more to go. think later will complete 2 more. then tmr jiu complete 4. then jiu no more liaox .. x) wakakax.



i go bathe liaox, i stink =xx



; i'll stopp cryingg nort because orf eu * //

9:47 PM
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像一场梦 却醒不过来 另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得 为你付出所有
只是一想起你的温柔 就会让我看不清楚 你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强 我却都忍的住 清醒的孤独



你永远是我的最爱 不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你 无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我 却看见远方寂寞 爱将会克服一切 在我心中
你永远是我的最爱 不管爱你有多难
我不会停止爱你 握着你温热的手
就算偶而透露 你的不安和放纵 我总是相信你



像一场梦 却醒不过来 另一个你在看着我
他问我愿不愿意 给你更多的自由
只要一想起你的忧愁 就会让我看不清楚 我想做的我
没有谁强迫我坚强 我却都忍的住 梦理的孤独

10:37 PM
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describe myself in one wordd:
sadd.
dunch noe whie either.
haish.



hahx. one reason ish obvious enough bahhs; i thinkk. or maybe, i just dunch wanna admit that's part of it that makes mie feel shoo ... urghh,, sadd. dunch wanna talkk about it,, dunch wanna thinkk about it. =/ all i need ish a lil bit more of da warmthh,, a lil bit more of eu.



danggs; da piano tunerr comin this sunday to tune my piano. gladd, cos can listen to his wonderful plays. he reallie play good music noe. =/ but his one trip here costs alort. 6o buckks. -.- pple, im nort sho rich as u thinkk i am. x)
sho sadd, there's just something wrong wif my canon in d. that parttt. i ALWAYS haf to pause abit before i can continue. haix,, then still gort that other partt. i mus learn how to flip da pages as da song continues. =/ tough yea.



im getting abit lamee, blogging my process in learning canon in d. but erhh, hahax. i think i learn pretty fast though =xx ouhkayys, i was watching zhou jie lun taipei live concert de vcd just now. it seriously do bores mie at some parts. i fell asleep actually =xx LOL .. ouhkayys, time for mie to continue my piano. i reallie FEEL happier playing piano. can forget all da things that i would think when im alone. -.- sad yea? i think sho too =/



x // igncttyhmily, ily, nhawo ____________ *

5:14 PM
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i rememberedd everythingg;
how fresh they still seem;
when will i forget themm;
i guess i neverr will.

4:40 PM
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okies,
haf some sort orf fun at home.
i entertainedd myself.
cool?

ANIWAYY, i TYPED SHO MUCH JUST NOW. CLICKED [PUBLISHED POST] THEN EVERYTHING GONE! DAMN IT. IM LAZY TO TYPE AGAIN. BUHBYE!

5:23 PM
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sunday
damnn.
i hate all sundayys
im forced to do things i dunch like.
whie they just don understand that in us, the word market doesnt exist in our dictionaryy.
cmon`
it DOESNT interest mie
it DOESNT
they alwaes sayy, they would encourage mie to do things i like.
they wouldnt force mie into anithing.
but how true can they be?
arghs!



went to da sickening market in da morning.
all da way to gombakk.
wif my dad and mom
bought gold.
a necklace and a pendant for my nephew
andd two pairs orf earrings for my mom.
then met my brother.
went to da coffee shop to eat.
da food suckks.
i hate friedd kway teow.
-.-
im sick and tired orf drinking HOT chrysanthemumm.
dangg.
then went to buy crabs; prawns; this and thatt.
doesnt interest mie.
i just look.
dont they noe im BORED?
dont they noe im nort interested in it?
yes they noe!
im sure they noe.
but they dunch even care.
arghs!



back homee.
gonna leave my status as afk.
nort going to talkk to anione.
im burning.
bye

12:31 PM
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bored bored bored.
nth could explain how bored i am.
gavin asked whether wan go town find dono who,, then go suntec wif dono hu.
LOLs
nort very much interested.
=x
so din go.
stayed at home da whole day.
fingers going a lil crazy.
from morning until now,,
i used da com, played da piano, watched da tv, played da piano, used da com, played da piano, watched da tv and played da piano againn.
-.-
life so boring isnt it?
then finally i did something meaningful
i cut my roses
=/
i wanted them to grow.
to grow nice,, and beautifully
obviously some work gotta be done to those,, nort very appealing roses
hahs.
i was by da window cutting da plant. then saw yx walked past. LOL
funny sehhx.
hmms, aniwayy. my plant now ish like..
botak
x)
then as i was cutting.. i saw da bag of roses.
decided to crushed it
ouchh =/
my heart painn.
it hurtts
i put all da crushed pieces into a transparent glass bottle
nice,, i thinkk.
i just wan the roses to be wif mie.
was afraid that one dayy, they'll be gone wif da windd.
it almost did k
=x
da roses are pretty old.
=))
more than a year old i thinkk.
it needs some maintenance every now and then to get rid of unwanted pests.
to get rid of dustt
troublesome yea?
throw it away? NEVER x)
so.. hmms.
crushed! and kept.
thoughtful orf mie?
i think sho too
;muahhs



yoO nvr understandd mie; wart i wann; wart i feel .. //x

7:27 PM
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first,, i din noe u would read my blog.
and i don care wart u read.
if it was in the past,
i admit..
i would edit everythingg,,
i would explain everythingg,,
i would explain my feelinggs,,
but no,
i guess everything is different now.
tts my feelings tt day.
yes, i used da word fucking.
but .. ?
so wad.
i noe myself,
da word fucking doesnt mean u're a fucker.
if u wan to think it that way,
i've gort nth much to say.
i wun explain ani further.



stayed at home from morning till now. finally submitted da registration. was like... pheww~ finally was done wif that. glad about it actuallie. hmmx, then i played da piano for quite long i thinkk. getting pretty good wif canon in d. im moving on to mariage d amour. =/ heyys, im learning these all on MY own k. better be proud orf it. hahx! then.. daddy bought chicken wing rice home for lunchh. yummy! but i din finish it =x while eating, daddy din give up asking things about xihongg. he asked those kinda qns,, i don even noe how to answer -.- surrender to him liaox. he said he find that our family wif xihong gort da kind of affinity. LOL. blarhhs. hmms, nort sure whether later going out to lot 1 rot nortx. sian 1/2..



i wun be badd to ignore eu`
but if my entries did hurt your feelings`
im so SORRY.
but i cant deny that those aint my feelings`
i gortto be true to myself`
i gortto stop lying`
thats all bahh`
takkaire dude`

1:09 PM
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btw, da dream was all fake.
it wasnt real
i knew it RIGHT from da start
u wouldnt hug me like u did in da dreams.
u wouldnt put ur hand around my waist like u did in da dreams.
hahs,
whie would i haf such a dream aniway.
sounds so stupid.
somebody,, tell mie!
tell mie that i gotta be realistic`
no more dreamx for mie.
no more hopes.
no more daydreammx
no more pins
im ME
i live for myselff`
get all those thoughts outta mie!
blarhhs!
im NORT gonna haf those feelings for eu animoree.
u hurt mie many many times
i HAD enough.
and wart about now.
u din caree.
u din FUCKING care
im sho disappointed wif eu`
da msg was a LIE
A LIE
A COMPLETE LIE
and to thinkk,
u still said u were a fren.

7:58 PM
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had a fine day todayy. woke up at 9.3o am. mummie woke mie up and ordered mie to register da poly thinggs. was doing da registration,, damn lagg. carnt stand it. then daddy suddenly say wan see xihong. i was like.. erhh, wart for? then daddy say cos he alsho wan xihong as gan er zi. then wan xihong come sit sit awhile,, talk talk abitt. LOL. i msged xihong. then he told me he wanna go sp. he asked me to accompany him`. but erhh, i already ask hongyu to pei me go sp lerh. xihong askedd TOO late! >.<>


was fucked up wif da moe webbie. damn one. register shooo long alsho cannort. pissed` actuallie supposed to meet hongyu at 12.3opm. but i was like freaking late,, sho i changed to 1.3opm. =)) but still,, i was late. cos xihongg came my house first. talked to daddy. thinkk he very paiseh narhx. lols. sorry xihongg! walked out wif xihong after that. i was.. freaking late againn. walked out ler,, realised i din bring da documents i wanted to hand in at sp. was freaking mad at mahhselff` called mummie asked her bring out for mie. hahs. then asked xihong to go off first =/ told him i would contact him at sp,, but things din turn out tt way =x



met my primary sch fren. a very close fren. she say i BIAN lerhh! hahs,, but i agree aniwayy. she was shocked to hear about my results. =/ then she say i look like ah liann. hah. where gortt. im still sho guai de ok.! >.<

met hongyu at bukitbatok. then travel to sp. saw da fire drill which looked sho real. three clappx for their efforts! tookd a shuttlebus to that building to hand in da documents. relieved =/ dae done. left jae. =(( gonna try again tonite. hmms, after that we were deciding where to go. felt badd, cos i pang sehh xihongg. but i think think thinkk. no pt meeting xh lorh. cos he still wanna go to ngee ann poly. then i cant possibly ask hongyu to go home,, or go ngee ann wif us. he pei me to singapore poly for like onlie 5 minutes then haf to go home? sounds like im being sho unreasonable. xi wang xihong can understand norrz =x.. aniwayy, mie n hongyu took da train. reached cck lerhh. i said go lot 1. then he was like.. -.- again?? lols. =/ but he alsho agreed afterall. cos he wanna go watch movie. hahs. bot da tickets for hitch. LOL. he had a cute way of communicating wif da ticket seller. sho polite sehhx =x hmms, forced him to go makann. hahs. ate at long john,, met mingyang baocheng kaijin andd shawn. but think onlie mingyang saw mie. LOLx =x



eat lerhh, went up to da cinemas. met sherylynn laytin andd jane. sherylyn and janee alsho going for da same movie. hahx. sho qiao~ aniwayy, da movie was.. erhurr. nort bad narhh. can pass. LOL. quite funny at some parts thoughh` =)) after cinema,, saw MORE people, sabrina, eileen, jeanie, shawn lee, kaiwei, and 2 other gurls,, i din reallie go see their faces.. sho i nort sure who are they =x hahs. then went to xsquare to visit zhirong as usual.! hehex.. after that jiu went home lerhhs. sho here i am blogging.



hmmx, recently gort loadsa nice movies coming up. wanted to watch that movie. saw da sneakk preview todayy. i forgot da name of da movie. but i think its rather hilarious de bahh. heex. think im gonna catch it wif kaiwei and hannah somedayys. haha.



PEOPLE! IM FREE THESE FEW DAYS! CAN ANYONE ASK ME GO OUT PLAYY? IM SHO FREAKING BORED AT HOME!! ouhkayys` onlie a few activites coming up lahh.
march 8 im going back to da factory to collect my pay. i think i can onlie go out wif factory frens. cos more fangbian. won hinder dao each other de time x) ermm, GAVIN WAN GO OUT THAT DAY MAHHHX?
march 1o going out wif jlxy to cindy's bbq. hopefully youcai andd that guy going too.
OTHER THAN THAT,, I HAVE NO MORE ACTIVITIES! OH PLEASE PEOPLE,, ASK ME OUT!!!!! >.<

danngs, wore that jeans i bot ytd. i bot L. LOL =xx was kinda too large for mie. but i lurffe it aniwayy. charbor say i look nice in that. x) -grinns- ooh ya! i realised i kept using the term 'charbor' in mah entries.. just for my readers' info. she's LIM JIN HUI x))



DADDY IS PRESSING XIHONG TO INFORM HIS PARENTS ABOUT THE GOD PARENTS STUFF AND THINGS LIDDAT. DADDY WAN TO MAKE IT FORMAL. IM SURPRISED AT DADDY'S INTEREST. HE AINT LIKE THIS BEFORE. I THINK HE REALLIE LIKE XIHONG. AND I THINK XIHONG SHOULD BE PROUD. HAHS. IM GONNA HAVE ANOTHER NEW BROTHER SOON. sorry for all da caplocks =x

7:06 PM
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hahas,,
today was a very tiring dayy
x)
but we hadd quite alort orf fun bahhs.



first was workk;
was sho glad that penny gave us half day off
>.<
but.. erhh,
we gort terminated after all.
because of that half day off?
hahx
but we dunch reallie care bahh
cos da workk there is like,,
on off on off
tired orf it lerhs



hahas,
we had our lunch at da canteen,,
then we took da stairs at da toilet there de
just as i opened the door hurr,
jiu rain liaox.
so zhun
lols
then we were like laughing at it
sho unluckyy.



sho in da endd,
we went up to da store to wait for da rain to stopp
dench weixiong send me songgs.
>.<
gang gang hao send hao one songg,
the rain become smaller..
then we ran to da busstopp
took 176 to jurong east
then took train to singapore poly
met mingyang teekit junchuan willy and emm. forget hu lerhs
then alsho at the platform there
hahx.



reached singapore poly lerhs,
met josephine yetwei andd siwei
hahs
talked alort about da courses bahh
i asked alort about da music and audio technology de.
hmm,
i apply for it alsho liaox.
but i think da chances to go in..
ish like. 1 out of 10?
blarhhs;
sho disheartenedd lehh.
haix.
but many pple keep saying must try must try.
haha.
ok.
i will try
x)



hmms,
left singapore poly,,
took 74 to ngee ann poly
met MORE pple there.
lazy to type out da names
hah.
aniwayy,
i still thinkk i prefer singapore poly more.
like wart that char bor sayy.
dunch get influenced by others!
hah
cute
>.<



hmm,
took shuttle bus from ngee ann to clementi interchange
then took mrt to jurong point.
heex
me and tt char bor shop here shop there.
spend sho much money
met dao josephine yetwei and siwei again
but we lost them
=x
hahs
nvm
me and charbor each bought one jeans.
$25.2o
then i alsho buy da puremilk de jacket
haha.
i bought BLACK color lehh.
nort pink color
^^
erhh, the jacket is $36.9o norr.
still can bahhs.
haha.
after that we still go to that small lil shop to buy accessories
3 for 1o bucks de.
hehe
keep spending money
bu xing sia.
go out wif char bor jiu shi liddat
no control over money
both of us alsho da same.
spendthrift
haha
aniwayy,,
had a very great day wif THAT char bor
>.<



hmmx,
later gonna apply through jae liaox.
hope i can make da decision lerh.
=x
gonna bathe
-g0n3-



x____ i mishh yo0 like crazyy` ____

8:09 PM
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dang danggs;
went to work todayy.
very tiredd.
blarhhs
but ouhkay
at least i did a good deed
hahx
i helped jinhui sho muched sia.
helped da time to pass so quickly
LOL
=/
sorry lahhh!
but w/o me,, da time wouldnt pass sho fast rites?
=x
heex
=))



erhh,
back home,
browse thru the booklets many many times.
go online see here see there.
ask for opinions.
hahas.
wanted to go into music and audio technology sho badlyy.
but hardd
needa go thru audition and interview and etc.
guessed i haf to continue my piano liaox.
should be resigning from work soon so i can focus on my piano.
haix,
hope can get in.
if nort no more other courses i like liaox.
all the rest suckk
=x
cmon`
sciences AINT for mie.
IT courses are sucky [both my brothers took da same IT course -.- ,, daddie would faint if i take da same course]
built environment courses seemed boringg
its impossible for me to get into wartever business finance courses they offer
i turn green on electric stuffs
maritime studies? wart da hell -.-
mechanical and manufacturing engineering bla blaa. nort interested
media and design --> my r4 wouldnt allow me to go there
WARTS LEFTTT?
dangg
nth
music and audio
x)
toughh.
haix.
bad signn`
shatsss!



nort gonna apply anithing todayy,
gortta consider more carefully..



ohh, yeaa.
im WORRIED for eu`
u failed ur mathhs.
ur r4 is worse than minee.
howw?
u CANT take nursing
=x
aint good for ya.
haix.
altho ur results did show significant improvement.
//gladd
but it still suckk.
=x
haix..
hope u can get into da poly. republic? haha
tts all u r left withh.



nitex peepz

11:50 PM
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